This song is 7 years in the making, i finally recorded it on this webcam and it's good enough for me! It's only the instrumental as when i sing serious songs i sound....well shite! ;p If you fancy sending me any of your own ideas for how if could be sung then by all means link me your efforts! Lyrics are below so enjoy! This one's for you Beeg and i hope one day you get to hear it!
So many songs before concerning the love of their lives, this is my story:-
Beeg Is Gr8!
A first love is always unpredictable
It's crazy, it's hazy and fun, there's no script at all
A rebel, a waster and free, those were my qualities
but she could see the love, the light that was inside of me
I lost her in year 10, i was young and naive
And then again as a junkie when i was eithteen
The imprint of her face, every moment, every place
My mind still tortures me, my feelings woven like a tapestry
At the time i was clouded, i had late night thickness
Bouts of depression and morning mental sickness
Confused why i couldn't be bold and fearless
I wasn't in control, instead i was cold and careless
Filled with self pain and the mockering shame
I was judged by my own mind, my own finger
Christ! How the good times still linger
Thus creating a part of me that was wicked
Tormented with the thought that never again would i see her naked
So i moped...in dope...in a joke or in a line of coke
Until eyes were puzzled, my laughter dying, lines never big enough so i choked
My heart, my brain confounded to fight the pain
Maybe i was better off insane!
I met someone new, feelings dorment and some time elapsed
But this girl wasn't the same, it could never last
So alas once again i met her, i was 24 and 6 years later
At the Download festival, i felt complete, i felt better
We were talking again, she was attached...but i was sober
But fate wouldn't have it, again i lost her, this time to drink...this time i knew it was over
So i've learned two people can fall in love But it's not always meant to be
All those old love songs now sunk in, now they make sense to me
Love can be bliss but it can also be a terrible thing
I have the proof love is natural so don't fight it, you can never win
Life's about balance, she tought me that...
No one starts, in control of their own mind, not you, not me, not gods, not cats
But the unbearable vacancy of the throne in my mind is now over
From now on...i will be sitting in it
I will always love you Brigette!
Sounds great man, get your vocals on the go, you'll find your style!! :) Love bro
DunksterP 1 month ago
Amazing Pooks, Beautiful and Brilliant :)
Fingermuppet 1 month ago
Mate that is some deep stuff, beautiful music, then i read the lyrics and it makes me feel your pain. Well done my friend, well done!
drapears 1 month ago