LYRICS
Don't wanna stand here in sin and burn, but on my own I do not have the strength to turn;
Oh Father God won't You hear my cries, send your spirit down to open up my eyes, open up my eyes
I can't stand to live this life no more, I don't even have have the strength to fight no more, every day's a losing battle in a never ending war.
I can't breathe cuz I'm in a fight between what's wrong and right.
As long as the wrong feels right, it's like my soul's in plight.
Do what I do even though I know I shouldn't do it
and I love it the more I crumble
the devil delights
every time I slip and tumble
he's right there to taunt me and he wants to haunt me
and I hate it wait
I'm a slave to sin and I don't even get it
every time I try to walk away I find myself back in it it's
so insane it's like it's not even me
the devil's deceiving me
he says he believes in me
then why is he beating me
it's awful God I'm so ashamed
I'm trapped! Wretched man I can't even find my way
Who's gonna rescue me outta this body of death?
I guess I shouldn't hold my breath
Don't wanna stand here in sin and burn, but on my own I do not have the strength to turn;
Oh Father God won't You hear my cries, send your spirit down to open up my eyes, open up my eyes
You ever been so wrapped up in sin that you can't see it,
and you said that you would never do it again, that you'd flee it?
Making justification up in your mind of why you did it
then the situation started to worsen, and then you hid it?
And then you tried to play it down in your mind and say that you could quit it
anytime that you wanted to but you just can't admit it
sneaking around telling lies to cover up lies
creating false alibis to give you a disguise
it's the sin that took over it controls the flesh
so they say just walk away start everything new and fresh
start today forget yesterday yesterday is over its a brand new day
but you know that you've been down this road before
cuz you promised God next time you'd walk away
God will give you one more chance, just like a playstation game
then I fell again still entangled in my sin Father God I can not bear this pain
Don't wanna stand here in sin and burn, but on my own I do not have the strength to turn;
Oh Father God won't You hear my cries, send your spirit down to open up my eyes, open up my eyes
Now I know I've done things said things and we call that sin
and I've fallen back into old habits time and time again
my sin nature is strong, but God is stronger
my propensity to sin is long but God's patience is longer
Father God, please forgive me, I'm falling on my knees
that apple that I was chasing wasn't as good as it seemed.
I guess that's what happens when I let the devil in and fall in sin
all I know I love you too much to do it again.
You said You were at the door knocking well I'm letting you in
to my heart Father God restore me in the end you win
and that's all that matters. Next time I face temptation I'll be racing
to your side toss aside all my pride. I repent and give you my whole life
I'm tired of the games, I just wanna do your will
and I will through Your strength I know I can fulfill
everything cuz my God is real!
Don't wanna stand here in sin and burn, but on my own I do not have the strength to turn;
Oh Father God won't You hear my cries, send your spirit down to open up my eyes, open up my eyes
Worst garbage I've Eva heard. I love God with all my heart. Im also rap (check my channel) and u sir should never record again. As a matter of fact when u call some 1 and theybdont answer don't even record a voice mail. Let's not embarrass ourselves anymore
reflectionks 5 months ago
@reflectionks wow sorry you feel that way. Ya know I have had lots of haters and lots of ppl say they like my songs. I have a line of ppl right now who have asked me to do collabs with them. My videos have thousands of views; that has to say something, right? look the truth is I don't claim to be a pro, I am a youth pastor who has always loved rap music and I use it as a tool. I have the cheapest equipment possible. I do what I can with what I have. May God bless your ministry though!
thepastormike 5 months ago 4
dude, messed up, the least you could have done is had a girl from your youth group sing the chorus.other than that, you didn't do such a bad job. eminem is hard to imitate, i have tried many times. I love eminem and pray for his salvation. can you imagine what an amazing influence he would have on the world(more than he does now)if he became a christian?
snowboardslider 6 months ago
@snowboardslider I know I know. I have had SO many people tell me I should have got a girl to sing it. If I ever do another one like like (thinking about doing airplanes BoB) I will get a female to sing the chorus.
thepastormike 6 months ago
Man this is song is really good as If you knew wat I was going through thank you for creating this
officialchristiantv 7 months ago
@officialchristiantv that is probably my favorite song that I have done. It came from my personal life, the cry of my heart to God. Glad it blessed you.
thepastormike 7 months ago