Eating Disorders, Families, and Realising You Can Only Ever Trust Yourself

I'm fucked, but that's my life right now.
I rarely check messages to my youtube account or my other email address (drugstoreromeo@hotmail.com) and I want to talk to you honestly at ellemarshall@hotmail.com.
Send me absolutely anything here. I aways try and reply.
Love xx

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[BananaSandwich1]

i've got a lot of compassion for people with eating disorders or who try harm themselves, i don't really know what to say to help you but i wish you look and want you to know that there are people out there who do care! me being one of them

[AnnaHasNoMiddleName]

completely love your videos :)

[DRAGONFLYS06]

low or really want to recover for it to work. Recovering from both was really hard for me but my boys made it easier. Couldn't starve myself or smoke whilst pregnant, but starting to struggle now they are 4 and 2yrs. I know I won't give in now but as I said it is really hard but it does get easier. You will know when u r ready to give your addiction up and then as u said It a desicion only u can make and don't be afraid 2 ask 4 help. Good luck on life luv Jen xxx

[DRAGONFLYS06]

Whilst doing a job that you enjoy. Hopefully the job would cover the university costs or a loan might help. Then u could enjoy working now and still have the qualifications to get a different job later. Don't know much about degrees but do u get points for what u r doing now if that is the case if u continue to do the same course but as an open course u wouldn't have to start from scratch??. Eatting disorder wise like quitting smoking and ive done both, I think u either have to hit your all time

[DRAGONFLYS06]

I think you have changed a little as u used to be more optimistic or at least pretending to be. U still have a great personallity and are looking more grownup. Really loved ur last video as it made me c if I want to change things in my life I have to do it and not rely on anyone else. Also to stop blaming my problems on other people ultimately it was my decision. The university thing, i think u should either stay and finish and then do what u like or think about doing an open university course