Avoidant personality Disorder
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It's like having a curse that you have to live with. I haven't even uploaded videos of myself because I'm afraid people will think negative of me, the way I act and look, even if people think I'm pretty, I just don't believe it. Everything is like a lie to me. I don't even like eating in front of other people, but when I'm hungry, I have to eat. When I take a bite out of something, I'm always watching others just to see if they're not thinking "Oh look at the way that pathetic girl eats"
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@kikomiko1 That's exactly what I do, every human interaction I have is painful. It's better to have nothing in life, because at least there is no turbulence. There is a constant barrage of negative thoughts in my mind, I find it natural and even a solid defense. With positivity, I feel vulnerable, easily able to be defeated. I hope even my family did not care about me, then I would have no regrets about suicide.
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@PuddiNovaXZ I know exactly what you mean. If someone messages me on Facebook/ YouTube or whatever, I just can't type back because I keep thinking my response will sound retarded and dumb. For example if someone responds to this comment I've made I KNOW I WON'T respond back. :(
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Omg, the story of my life. I hadn't found something that describes what I'm living until I watched this
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FOREVER ALONE.
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Sad...... it makes me want to talk to a person under my situation but somehow.... its hard for me to keep in contact bc im so avoidant.
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this was bittersweet. bitter because it is something i can relate too but sweet because of the cute animation and the ending message.
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so sad, well hope I can have it better some other life!
This one is just going to be this way
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When my dad asks for me to go for a walk or go into town with him, I do get afraid of what people will think when I'm out and say no I'll stay. (On my computer.. and not do anything outside of my room)
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Well.. I don't know if I am but I'm 14 and I go on the computer a lot I mean A LOT and I play a game on the internet that I'm almost addicted to but that has really only a small part of what I have to say right now. I am prettyu antisocial and I fear being in the grocery store or any public place because I'm afraid people judge me all the time.. Like all the time. At school it's fine I have overflowing confidence but if I'm with any family or alone I get afraid.
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@Kyjo34 understandable, I thought twice about posting about my issue too. I will definitely look up the copper and estrogen, zinc and progesterone connections. And yes we really are what we eat. Thanks again for the info.
Yiruma- river flows in you. That's the song. I knew I heard it somewhere
russ42790 5 months ago
@russ42790 ....Thanks...just listened and its the same song.....honestly thought it was an original creation....
elitehowie 5 months ago
Anyone can tell me if i have Avoidant Personality Disorder my children will
also get it or not
swaragho 7 months ago
@swaragho, there is no real evidence to suggest that avoidant personality disorder is hereditary or follows any gender pattern.
elitehowie 7 months ago 2