Forever and Always 46

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[Joes POV]
I finally got Cassie to calm down. She was scared out of her mind and was hysterical. I had never seen her like that after a seizure before. She usually is just groggy and weak. But she wouldnt stop crying. She held onto me for dear life. As if she was scared someone was going to come get her. I couldnt understand why. She wouldnt talk to me. And I didnt ask either. I figured shed get over it. I also didnt want to get her even more riled up. I took her upstairs to nicks room and sat there on her bed until she fell asleep like I promised. I dont get it.
Why does she have to go through so much? Its not fair for one person to hurt so much. I felt guilty for being the reason she got a seizure this time. If it wasnt for Nicole and I fighting she probably would have been fine. She already has so much on her mind. She shuffled in her sleep quietly whimpering. Even in her sleep she cant be at peace.
I got up and closed the door behind me. I bumped into nick in the hallway.
"how is she?" he asked concerned.
"better. I got her to fall asleep."
"Ive never seen her like that. What was wrong?"
"I dont know." I shrugged. "she wouldnt talk to me." he nodded and looked down in thought.
"her dad called me." he said quietly.
"what? What did you say?"
"he thinks shes with Bryan. I didnt know what to say. If I told him she was here hed make her go home. And Im pretty sure she doesnt want to be there. I jus told him she didnt tell me anything and took off."
"you do know well be in big trouble if he finds out shes here."
"I know. But shes just so unhappy at home."
"what happened?" I may have been in California for months already but I was still completely out of sync with what happened to Cassie while I was away.
"after you left it seemed like everyone else followed. First selena went back to Texas and she took it really hard. But she never showed it. She was too busy helping me out. Then Michael and her got into a huge fight over you. They didnt talk for weeks. He didnt even tell her goodbye when he left to college. That is if he even went there. Her dad started working more so she was home alone a lot. And thats when her seizures became so bad. She had one almost everyday. So mom made her come here after school. She put on a happy face but I know she wasnt happy. Bryan came along and I think thats when she was happy for the first time in a long time." he trialed off and I wasnt sure if he was by now talking to himself. "I just want her to be Cassie again." he sighed and lugged off to his room quietly closing the door.
And there goes my heart shattering into tiny little pieces. I cant help but feel like all of this is because of me. It always ends up coming back to me. I dragged myself into my old room and threw myself on the bed.
"why me?" I mumbled into the pillows.
I lay there trying to clear my thoughts. But that was hard when the look on Nicoles face when she left was constantly haunting me. I grabbed my phone and gave her a call. No answer. I tried a text.
HEY. CALL ME SO WE CAN TALK OK.
After 10 minutes. Nothing. So I blocked my number and tried her one more time.
"hello."
"Nicole..."
And click.
When they say love doesnt come easy I guess they really meant it. I sat up on my bed and ran my fingers through my hair. I have to find a way to fix all of this. Everything is just so screwed up. If Nicole wont talk to me Ill make her. I stood up knocking my nightstand and an old tattered notebook fell off. I picked it up and noticed it was my old song book. I sat down and opened it up. On the first page a picture of Cassie giving me a kiss. I couldnt help but smile and flipped through it. Its almost every song I ever wrote about, for, and to Cassie. I read through all of them and then a funny feeling took over the pit of my stomach.
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Ok so Im semi lost. Hahaha I want you guys to discuss on what Joe should do next. Yes I know "break up with Nicole get with Cassie." if that happens I have no story. Lol DISCUSS! Ill be back home on Monday. So maybe Ill post during the weekend if not until Monday. Then one week at home and then WEDDING! Gah! THANKS FOR READING.

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[livpower96]

aw, i knoww that there would be no story if they got back together, but gahh i want them together soooooo bad!

[5liLmiZprincesS5]

oops i left something out.

okay so cassie should go into depression and not talk or move and joe doesn't know what's going on because he didn't think she heard him so he trys talking to her and ends up making it worse and she runs away, then when he's looking for her he realizes he can't live without her and tells her that's he has never stopped loving her!!

(i forget to say in the first comment when they fall in love again joe won't admit it ex: 'joe thinking' I don't love her i love nicole')

[5liLmiZprincesS5]

i think cassie should live with him and then they should fall in love again and kiss, then nicole finds out and he says that it didn't matter and cassie heard it and is heart broken....

[Avrilrocks989]

Cheers!Glad someone thinks so ;)

[jobrosluver1]

yeah thats a good idea

[blowpopluver162]

i think that joe should show cassie his songs and then kiss her BUT then nicole walks in because she decided to listen to joe and give him a chance. joe has to decide between cassie and nicole. cassie moves in with joe and then he decides he loves her not nicole. he tells cassie but she's indecisive and then you come up with the rest lol

sorry thats all i can think of. i want joe and cassie together so bad lol

[jessicannamaria]

Hm, I don't know what I want to happen.. Maybe they should mve intogether after all.. But still date other peopl and drive each other crazy by doing that ;p

Aww, it was so sweet how Joe remembered the songs and stuff at the end ;)

[jonasbrothers121273]

continuing from my bottom comment v

grabs cassie and kisses her and says he wrote it for her!

but then they hear someone say so u love cassie huh

they turn around and c nicole and she says she watched the wholw thing and runs out crying

thats what i think should happen !! just 1 of my ideas cuz i got lots xD

post soon

[jonasbrothers121273]

i think that joe should write a song expressing how hes in love with cassie and stuff

but he doesnt know that cassie was listening and thinks it 4 nicole and gets jealous and she walks in saying something like" oh, u must really love nicole cuz u wrote that song 4 her" and hes confuse cuz he didnt write that song 4 nicole so hes like i didnt write that 4 her

and then cassie yells" yes u would ur dating her and if u didnt then who did u write it 4? huh" and cassie is about 2 walk out but he...

[marriedtonickjonas]

wait whats going on between nicole and joe?