Lotsa comments on the last one. It made me happy :D
About a week later, I was asking myself why I stayed.
Leaving seemed really good right now, because nothing was going right in my life.
Zori had left with her parents to Canada for a month, so I had no one to talk to about the girly stuff. Sure, we called each other but it wasnt the same.
Kevin and Arianna were making my life a living hell. They went out every night since I had gotten there. But it was just because Arianna knew I would be watching, as Nick had said one night. She was just marking her territory like the witch with a b that she was.
The only good things in my life were Nick, Joe, Frankie, Mr. and Mrs. Jonas and Aunt Wendy. They were giving me amazing support, not mentioning Kevin at all anytime I was near, or they though I was near.
I had never been so close to just giving it all up and the only one left to blame was myself.
About 3 days of that week, Nick and Joe stayed over again.
The truth of the matter was that I was staying for all my supporters, not for me. At times, the reasons for leaving outweighed the reasons for staying. Like every time I though of or saw Kevin and Arianna, I felt a wave of despair wash over me and I really wanted to be anywhere but there.
But I really had myself to blame every time my heart shattered and shattered again because I was a masochist. A sick masochist because I always spied on them coming back from their dates.
A big surprise I never expected was that Arianna lived across the street from my house, at the house that had always been abandoned.
Some days I found myself wishing it really was haunted so that a monster would just pop out of a closet and eat her. If only, if only
Tonight, a Friday, was no different.
I heard Kevins car coming into his driveway so I muted the TV and walked over to the window. Kevin was opening the door for little Miss Teen Pageant. She got out and looked over to my house. I tried to hide, but, too late. She'd already seen me. She turned back to Kevin, put her arms around his neck and gave him a big sloppy kiss, the kind that make you gag, even if youre one of the people kissing. He didnt put his arms around her. He didnt close his eyes. He stared right at me with a look of 'please forgive me'. I felt tears in my eyes so I looked away and went back to the TV.
Through the window leading out to the street, I saw Arianna walking home alone. A few seconds after she had gone in, I heard a knock on my door.
Expecting it to be Joe or Nick, I walked over to it joyfully.
My smile faded when I saw Kevin standing on my front porch.
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I Don't Love You: Chapter 16by stellabuny1349 views
KEVINNNNNN!!!! :D
he came over!
im excited for this!!
KrazyKindaKrushOnJB 2 years ago
why did I go to Canada?? lol!
ahahahahaha witch with a b, you know, it's ok to say bitch because it means female dog haha
"A sick masochist" that's from twilight, you COPYCAT!!! lol jk but it is from twilight =]
omg what is kevin doing there??? NEXT CHAPTER!! i'm taking advantage of the fact that my birthday is in 3 days =D BUT IT'S YOUR FAULT FOR THE FUDGIN CLIFFHANGERRR! =D
Renata910 2 years ago
gahhhhh cliffhanger. no fairrrrrr. lol.
JoBrosLuvaa 2 years ago
omgomgomgomg! i hat cliffhangers you suck!
lol
jkjkjk great chapter! :)
melovesyou247 2 years ago