Clearly Superstar Lady Gaga Cries, Says She Feels Like Loser. HBO Clip.

Even with her chart-topping records, scores of little monsters, concerts at renowned venues like Madison Square Garden and an HBO documentary to capture it, Lady Gaga says she still has moments where she feels "like a loser."

The "Born This Way" singer breaks down in tears in a teaser for HBO's behind-the-scenes look at her Monster Ball tour stop at Madison Square Garden, explaining that she gets so "revved up" before huge shows like that one that it sometimes puts her in a bad mood.

"I start to think about all the people that tried to stop me...and I start to think about how I don't really give a [expletive] if people don't understand what I do, as long as my fans understand," she says before starting to cry.
"I just sometimes feel like a loser still, you know," Gaga admits. "It's crazy because we're at the Garden but I still sometimes feel like a loser kid in high school. And I just gotta pick myself up, and tell myself I'm a superstar every morning so I can get through this day and be for my fans what they need for me to be."

She just wants "to be queen for them," she says at one point, "and sometimes I don't feel like one."

And although the 25-year-old pop star says she feels like there are those who are out to "destroy" her, she adds that such a thing couldn't happen.

"I can not be destroyed and I will not be destroyed and you will not destroy the kingdom that is my fans," Gaga says. "I'm fighting for every kid that's like me, that felt like I felt and feels like I still feel. It hurts when I know how much authenticity and genuine blood is in my spirit, and how much I feel like people don't know that because they see wigs and lipstick and they just shut down because they don't understand."

HBO's "Lady Gaga Presents the Monster Ball Tour at Madison Square Garden" debuts on Saturday, May 7 at 9 p.m. ET.

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[001moonlit]

Oh my gosh I almost cried

[xAaikex]

Every time I see Gaga crying,I just cry with her, I understand her

[suzzanelolhaha]

Cryingg

[evalovesrandb]

dont cry sweetie wen ur sad im sad :'( ur not a loser at all n ur the reason why i rejoice n love myself today i may not always no the perfect things 2 say 2 make u better but I have a heart 2 prove how much i adore & love u n id be devastated if anything bad were 2 happen 2u im your #1 little monster n i always will be just hold ur head up girl n you'll go far <3 <3 <3

[Ailacake]

I'm crying because I know what she's talking about. I am a loser. I will always be the same loser kid everyone looks down on. I will never be cool. In a world with so many people, I feel alone. In the dark. By myself and no one cares. I understand where Gaga's coming from. She's helped me in so many ways. Even though I'll never meet her, I feel like her best friend.

[MrTomsa89]

I sometimes feel the same. You never forget ! It follows you everywhere. Today I'm feeling this way so that's the reason why I decided to watch this video. I'm happy that she's fighting for people who were bullied. She did it and got throught, as I did as well !

[NatRougeProductions]

OH god, i'm tearing up.

[Gagaissocoollike]

How could anyone make mommy monster feel this way? WE LUV U GAGA

[MsJennyjinx]

i understand how she feels. its just crazy coming from gaga when she is such a successfull talented woman. its sad to hear the way she feels.

[IAMZAKARY]

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[lackeyvid10]

mommy i love you baby you are so far from loser no one can destroy us monsters ever we are a kingdom an eternal kingdom that will never be broken we love you so much superstar baby youre amazing

[LoveAlwaysLouder]

I love you gaga