Uploaded by crayZ4FanFics on Oct 29, 2009
OK MAH MAIN PEEPS!
I found out recently that one of my readers didn't read my trailer. So I worry that more than one of you haven't read it. Sooooo I shall take it upon myself to inform you that NICK IS ALIVE! I repeat, NICK HEART IS STILL BEATING! I don't want to ruin any other part of the story by saying how he is found or whatever. Just know that this is Jick Love Story and Jick will be together. Soon. and in person. I hope that cleared up any previous thoughts.
Episode Six-My Craving For Him-
PART 2
The corner of my moms lips curled up into a slight smile that I knew would happen. Her son was dead(Though she didn't know that for sure) But she was smiling. That's exactly what I want. I don't want them to mourn over my absense. If anything, I want them to get revenge on that Henry Hallen. I didn't want to think of that sorry excuse for a human being right now. My mom was happy and I wanted to soak it in and be happy with her. I sighed pushing him out of my mind and for the first time since my heart stopped beating, I smiled.
Joe and my mom said their good-bye's and Joe made for his departure. He got into his car and immediatley gripped the steering wheel. His mind was screaming from holding the steering wheel so tight and knowing that I could be hurt. Both different types of pain but both pain none the less.
I urged so badly to put my lips on him. To rub his cheek and tell him everything would be ok. That I was ok. Even if I'm not alive that I'm fine. I wanted so bad to comfort him, it made me want to cry knowing that I didn't know a way and that there probably wasn't a way. I put my hand against his cheek. I felt nothing but he shivered and I saw goosebumps rise on his arms. His eyes looked confused and he kept thinking that someone was here. He eyed the rear-view mirror several times in the next few seconds. Looking in the back seat to make sure it was empty. He knew someone was here. He knew I was here. I wanted him to know I was here. I wanted him to hold me.
I hated realizing that. I've never had thoughts about guys before. NEVER! Well maybe a few, but never this deep. I had never been so careless about my wanting to fuck him. I've never seen him like that anyways. I've never wanted to bang Joe Jonas before. Maybe cause i or he was out of my league or Maybe something about my life being over just knocks down of the boundaries of what's moral and non. I really don't know. But my body ached(hypothetically) for him to hold me. I wanted him so bad and I don't know why.
It was a few seconds before his eyes opened and he put the key in the egnition, turning it in the slot, and roaring the engine to life. . . life. Horrifyingly stupid to be jealous of a car.
He drove fast and if I was still alive I would have been scared for my life. I had to levetate. I could relax and sit on the leather seat. I would fall through and land my keester on the hard pavement of the road. Thought it wouldn't feel hard to me. It would feel like nothing.
I stayed out of his mine. He was in a very vulnerable state right now and I thought it wrong of me to disturb his personal privacy that way. Atleast at a time like this. So I thought about Mr. Hallen. I had nothing else to do. And thinking about the heat that I wish I could feel radiating off of Joe's body only made it harder for me to accept I could never feel anything again.
Henry Hallen. Tisk Tisk. What to say. Condisending bastard. I wish I could kill him to time. Kill him once. bring him back. chop his dick of and have a crocodile tear his nuts to shred then kill him again. K, well maybe that's a little harsh but hey they dude killed me! I can think whatever I want.
Joe pulled up to his house then. As he walked in the door his father started a conversation. "It's ashame about the Jergin's boy." Yes word does travel that fast.
". . Yeah" He headed upstair before his dad could say anymore.
~When Joe's going to bed~
I found out things about him today. He intrigues me. I watched him all day, hanging on his every movement. He plays guitar, sings beautifully and writes songs. He wrote one for me. But as quickly and he said the word I forgot them.
He lay down in his bed and stared at the ceiling it was pitch black but I knew everything that was going on. I can't explain it. I couldn't see his face but yet I could. I walked to him and rested my cheek on his chest. I think. I couldn't feel to know. He breathing quickened slightly.
"Nick . . . You're there aren't you? You can hear me. I know you can."
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talk to him nicky!
RailiJaklitch6 1 year ago
OMFG this is sooooo awsome!
musicloverr203 2 years ago
K I no third post but this story is just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good lol please post? I beg u put us out of our missery(sp?)
DstarsLoveStories 2 years ago
OMG OMG OMG eeeeppp he knows hes there YES!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! MOORRRRREEE!!!
prettyapple25 2 years ago
this is the most beautiful story I had ever read of joick!!!! =]=]=] {n belive me I read a lot of joick stories! } hope u post more soon!!! =D
natalilovesjoick 2 years ago
OMFG! this story is absolutely amazing! (:(:(:
NICKJxomyheartbeat 2 years ago
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppp!
i knew jick would find a way lmao!
MsAnimeCrazy96 2 years ago
Oh my GOD! My stomach did flip flops and I'm so excited fort he next one!
lighterheart69 2 years ago
That was soooooo cute!!
~Carder!
peaches0201 2 years ago
okay i have to say this
this seires is perfect
it always puts me in this calm and content mood and i dont know makes me all happy inside lol
to tell the truth i dont know if its the lonleyness talking or its that i really cant get enough of this but i seriously think that i would be sooooooooooooooooooo depressed right now if i couldnt read this story
DstarsLoveStories 2 years ago