Change Us. (Nick Jonas Fan Fiction) 2

The frantic beeping of the smoke alarm awoke me from my memories. I silently cursed as I frantically went to extinguish the flames on
my stove. I looked down to the blackened globs of meat and sighed. Throwing them away, I grab my small box of cereal out of one
of my cabinets and watched as the colored cereal loops landed in my mixing bowl, then turning to get some-"Damn." No milk. Great.
I grabbed my bowl of dry cereal and sat down at the small table in the dinning room. My crunches were the only thing
heard through the house. The feeling of loneliness uneased me as always but I continued to eat my dinner. Alone. The emptness over
took me as I grabbed my cell to call one of best friends Abby. It rang three times before her baby like voice greeted me.
"Hey, I was wondering if you would like to maybe go out or somthing tonight?" I took another bight cruching a fruit loop.
"Who you talkin' to? Someone I should know about?" a laughing male voice sounded from the background. I automatically knew she
wouldnt be able to come.
"Sorry, I'm hanging with Josh and some friends from work." she managed to get out over her booming laughter.
"Oh, we-" I was cutt off my the a beep signaling her hang up. Anger built up in me as I threw the phone onto the table falling to the
floor but not without taking one of the huge piles of papers that had laid untouched for years with it. I groaned getting up from the
chair and started frantacally pileing them back in place. Just as I was to last few papers, one stopped me.
It stood out from the other papers like a soar thumb. Its letters were written in gorgouse silver cursive. Imprited flowers
framed it.It was so beautiful for a peice of paper. But a closer look revealed how terrified I was of what it said. Tell me, how many
people doyou know who are scared of a wedding invitation?
***
The memory still left me breathless. It was nearly two years after Nick left me. Left me to go to college. Which meant of course I was
still here, in this crummy small town in Tennessee finishing up my juinor year. Nick was four years older than me. That factor is what
held such problems for us when I was a freshman and he was senoir. But now that he's gone. It was like he never exsited. He never
wrote or called. Like I was never even born.
Still, I kept my promise. I still waited for him just like he told me to before he left. There hadnt been a day when I
doubted he missed me. But lately I felt he had forgotten me. I found myself wondering why I still held on. I had gotten through
those low moments by simply just thinking of my freshman year with him. Really my only year with him. The best year with him.
The best year.
It was a late afternoon I had gotten the invitation. I remember pulling it out of the mail with curious eyes and reading it.
I remeber how I could barely finish the invitation for the letters where floating all over the page.
That night, was the night Abby and I became close. When she held me as I cried. But i soon came to realize my tears where wasted on him. The next day anger
set in, and my next major failures in my life, didnt really help to that fact.
All my life, I had wanted to be a marine biologist. And well, I put everything I had into that. I even moved to florida after
graduation to one of the best schools for that matter. I ended up failing every class and being kicked out. I had no other choice but to
move back here and live with Abby. I was completely broke. I was completely broken. A forgotten dream.
***
ITS BEEN AGES!!

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