translation my brother. tell me how u imbrace islalm ? AND how did know it? and what was ur opinon before u embraced it? where was ur turing point? from where the idea came?
ok from my child i was with foregin friend (they are muslim)-and i realized the differences bwt us
they have other goal in life while i thought only in enjoyment.
thus i had an background about islam. i thought this religion is 4 only people who came from Turick and Marocco.
for me i had my relgion. i belive in Allah but Juese did not play an important role in this believe.
AFTER 11/9
i was so curious to know about islam thus i went to buy Qurran http://www.kuran.gen.tr/ . i donot imgine that religion is hostile and terroristic . In the past these ideas did not exsit. I BEGAN to read Qurran . i cannot express my feeling . Time passed quickely 2 and 3 hours i coild not stop i reached untill page 70 or80 . i felt shudder. in the beginning everything was nice but i completed my life as it was. when i seplt i saw dream as if i read small part from Qurran then it dispappeared. i thought why this happen? then i put Qurran beside my bed
them Rammadan moth came--- when the nightmare came did see urself Verse from Qurran then it disappeare ? yes yes/ AS if it is a sign from Allah ? yes yes. then Rammadan Came i told my friend that i would fast with u . I fasted but i eat pig's meat 'For win i did not have any proplem. when i thouht i said eating piل doesnot suit me as muslim i had to stop. i had girlfriend at that time when i went out we did improper thing thus the dream came. when i did mistake theses nightmare came thus i felt as if it is a punishment from Allah for the mistakes i did. suddenly i felt disgusted from pig'meat and win . U did not drink win alawya as other people? no not as other people but once in month or less. When i became im my family's home ,i open the refrigerator , finding pig' meat i felt disgusted
it is spontaneous feeling thus i could not eat or touch it. After that i began to leave other' thing and it was suit for me' My friend did not pray. thus i told to mt sef i am muslim thus i did not eat pig or drink win and everthing is good. three years pass and i buy books about islam . i spend long time to read these books. So i told to my self that prayer is aduty for all muslim .I asked my friend how can i pray.They did not pray ( see some people say we are muslim but they have not any morality and they did not apply islamic duty WHY bz they do not pray for it prevents from atrocity )
IN that time u did not do testmony of faith ? no for me it was good for what i did good deed . i donot know i have 2 do 2 . for me that is enough that i belive in islam AND apply its rule. After time i said it is not enough to apply some rule i have to do it all bz i will not differe from others, thus i accuainted with new muslim in which they pray and apply islam' rule . there is teacher here give arbic lesson. when i in club i had freiend arguing me to learn arbic. ilike this idea .when i come here knew mohammed
he thought me that i did not embrace islam thus he invented me to resturant to talk about islam he toke toke. for me the matter was finished. he told me that i called him to do testimony of faith . i call him in SAT and i told him Wend . i did testominy but prayer i did it before that . he told me et start arbic lesson . i learn arbic so quickely . we agree 5 letter in week i comprehent arbic letter in 10 mins i studied more in my home. i memorized it in 2 weeks . i was so quickely ,. people need 10 years to learn other language for they did not have desire to learn. i earn Qurran i first week passed and the second week o could read some verses . i hear versrs 3 or 4 time and it stick in my mind , then i bought Hadith and i read it many time and its rule stick in mind . ehen i what to do any thing i did ot as i leant it is this correct or no. did ur girlfriend with u. i have to confess that my ralation continued it conibtued 6 years and ger nationaity was turkich, for i want to marry her . u want to make the reation ilegal ? yes but her situation was worser than me,. she ate pig and did probiding deed. i trid to change some these deed such as eating pig but she refused even to pray thus i leave her, bz of ur religion ?yes bz this relation annoied me for ir is ilegal . u know islam from begining but u did not know that is not lega ?yes i know that is wronge. i mean after time u know that what u did is grear sons . i FEEL GREAT COMFORT THUS I GO TO massjed more and more. EVERY PERSON received me passiontaely and they were so kind with me . i feared that they trated me as a stranger person . but what happened was the oppesite . it was fantsatic feeling sence thus i go frequently to Massjed . from now i have aimed in my life which changed totally. Alot of people exhausted in life to achive thier goals but the matter 4 me is different . i try to stay in right way and do the good deed 2 seek Allah 'mercy.
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Amen and all muslims in the world.
goooooory 3 years ago