Everything is never as it seems.

Title = True.

I was inactive for quite a few months without giving a reason or something like that. I came to the thought that everybody needs to make a change of scene sometimes in their life and if you think something like "Now, I won't, ever! I can handle my problems without doing things that are hurting or worrying others!" you're totally wrong. You can't plan life.
What I want to say: Before I came to youtube (which I only did because I wanted to make SatoRati/Altoshipping more popular and more known by pokémonfans, and I'm really thankful that I was (and sometimes still am) that obsessed by this pairing.) I was (and I now am again) a writer in many ways, 2008 I came to an internet forum and long story short: I somehow gave up being a writer in order to become a video editer. Stupid, stupid, stupid. And giving up being an editer to become a writer was not stupid? In some ways, it was. I didn't have the creative energy for editing anymore, but the one for writing has come back after this great break. But I don't want to risk that anymore, damn. After not making a video for such a long time I only needed a few days to make this here - and in my head I was working on a story that I'm writing in the moment, best compromise ever. But I don't think I'm going to be really active on youtube anymore, I think, my yt-time is over, somehow. And I know that his sounds stupid and I got angry every time when someone left youtube like this or at all .___. But I will tell you right here and right now: Maybe I will make some videos in future, I am actually pretty positive thinking in this direction. But writing is my fate and my fortune and I need to work on myself. Everybody I know as a friend here may ask for a signed version of one of my in future outcoming books ;D

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@YOUTUBE: I know that I don't own either the song or the anime I used. But I own the way I cut the scenes and the way I fit them in the timing of the song. I don't make any money with this and I'm sure the ones who own Kobato, Clamp, the song Fireflies or Owl City would be happy to see that I like their work this much so don't delete this video or you'll make a not eighteen year old girl sad ): Wanna make me cry?

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[hawkfire12]

:) good for you. I will b looking forward to your books. :)) And i give u my FULL support!

[ShinyCelebi96]

@hawkfire12 thank you (=

[kittensrcute6]

WHat is name of this anime???

[ShinyCelebi96]

@kittensrcute6 Kobato :3

[Rissychan]

I've missed you D: And I totally understand your point about writing. I feel the exact same, what I love and am good at is writing, I only started editing to make Ikari videos xD Though I won't stop making videos I really want to get back to writing stories too :3 I wish you the best and if you ever write a fanfic in english let me know <3

[ShinyCelebi96]

@Rissychan Sometimes things are just getting... xD yeah, you know what I mean, but it's getting strange at the point that my enviousness at your skills at making videos was another reason for me to create my youtube channel. Sounds stupid, but I seem to always start things because of me wanting to be as good as somebody else in something xD (only thing that wasn't like that: writing. Irony x:) // Thanks <3 I will let u know :3

[lightmudkipshipper2]

You are perfectly right.

That's the same for me.

l won't ever give up on my dreams, but l'll never stop being a editor, that0s for sure! <3

So welcome back and best luck with your future! +_*

l wanna read your stories now! *-*

Oh, and l also want a signed booooooooook!!! *O*

Even if l'm not a friend of yours! u.u (not for now! -evil look- Ahah, jk! xD

[xXAikoTakanoXx]

Aww, Lumi! (Wehe du kennst mich nicht mehr ;A; )

Ich will dann aber mal deine Bücher in meinen Händen halten ASAP! ;A; Das Video ist aber so schön.. <3 Ach Gott. :) Jedenfalls viel Glück noch mit dem Schreiben. :) Ich werde dir mal Konkurrenz machen, lol, never. xD Anyway, nochmals viel Glück! xD

[AnimeFanClub]

aww...the video is so beautiful lumi. *w*

i missed your videos so much. D:

but anyway, just wanted to say, no matter what u do in the future, never give up and just go for it!!! I wish u all the best in everything u do. ^^

[xXHatsune]

Aww~ good luck at your writing! :'3 I also love writing but I'm out of practice, so I edit for now. There's a difference between the two 'cause in writing, you use words and in editing, you use images <3 But both requires creativity and imagination. If you capture the hearts of the readers like you do in videos, I'm sure you'll do a great job <3

[ShinyCelebi96]

@PotterGirl1995 I was so stupid to delete because the email account I used to use for it was already deleted by me ages ago and then I suddenly realized that I needed to create a hotmail account to create a msn account again and that was too much xD