The Life I Stopped Living [Freedom]

I know I havent posted but school is taking my time. Im in break and should be posting more this week. But I dont know whats going to happen after that. 75 views 12 comments. please and thank you:)

Day 10:

Dazed. Confused. Drained. Lack of sleep. Those words are what describe me for the past couple days. Ever since Ive gotten the neck chain Ive literally just given up. I follow commands without a problem anymore. I just do it. Im exhausted from having sex with Kevin every night. I dont argue with him or push away I just take it. Im lying down in the bunk. Its about 3 am. Kevin just went to sleep. I usually stay awake and just think. I turn around so that Im facing Kevins chest. I smell in his scent and it calms me. I dont know why. I guess Im so use to it, that it helps me sleep. I scoot closer to him and get comfortable. He tightens his grip on me. Some reason I feel safe but at the same time I dont. Because I know tomorrow nothing is going to change. Their still going to be the brothers Ive always known.

Day 14:

Probably the worst day because right now Im in the worst place possible. Youre thinking what why? Well let me explain the day. It started all normal. I woke up and made breakfast. I woke each of them up and got whatever they needed before they had to get ready. I cleaned up and went to put laundry in. after that I cleaned up the bus and cleaned the bunks. While I waited for the washer to get done, I took a quick shower. The boys had a concert tonight and they made sure I was always clean so no one would suspect anything. I made lunch, helped Kevin with scheduling and that was about it. Normal day right? What could possibly go wrong? Well just about everything after I made dinner.

*Flashback*

Kevin: aurora come and sit down we have to talk.
Aurora: *hesitantly walks over to him and sits down next to him*
Kevin: you know this is your last day of punishment and weve decided since youve been cooped up in the bus that you can come with us to the concert tonight.
Aurora: *thinking* did he just say I can leave! I had to of heard him wrong. I havent been outside the whole 2 weeks. Id be grateful if I just get to walk off the bus and then come back on.

TIME OUT!

Your thinking what does this have to do with anything. Im getting to that. If I knew what was going to happen I would have been kicking and screaming to stay inside. Okay back to flashback.

Aurora: I-I dont k-know what too s-say.
Joe: you dont need to say anything. Right now we want you to clean this mess up and go get ready. Its chilly outside so I want you in jeans and a hoodie. Is that understood?
Aurora: yes. I promise. *about to get up*
Kevin:* grabs her arm* I want to be able to see you at all times. I dont care if youre standing the whole time on the side I want to be able to see you. If I dont Im calling security and hauling your ass back to the bus. Do I make myself clear?
Aurora: yes. Ill stay where you can see me. I wont move I promise.
Kevin: alright then. *lets go of her arm* go and get ready.

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[krenke015]

i don't get itt, how is it the worst dayy of her life?

i loved itt, please post more soon! :D

[Zanessafan08]

@krenke015 haha. i dont know i made it up on the spot. its cause shes in the hospital and knows her brothers arent going to change for anything. i guess you could say that. haha and thanks though:)

[Zootech12]

Kevin is an asshole!

I love this story so far! It looks great and i love the way you wrote it. :)

[Zanessafan08]

@Zootech12 lmao. you totally just made my day! thanks so much:) are you a new reader?

[Zootech12]

@Zanessafan08 nah, i read your stories all the time! =)