Introduction To Theory - Drum Lessons

What if I cant count while playing like 1 2 3 4. And I am just feeling beat... like speaking to my self it but without words... like B c K sksk B k c, like hearing it and creating it from imagination. Is that good or bad. I have played Drum a couple of times and friends saying that it was good. Should i learn to count or continue feeling it like this. Becoz some beggining bands invited me.
Waiting for ur answer. Russian comrad Stanislav=)

well, as long as you can read music it should be fine. however, if you are going to go only by feel, I would suggest tapping your left foot as u play. just lift your ball of your foot up and down on the hi hat pedal.