What has been my Biggest Struggle? (Ex-Stud, Ex-homosexual)

My Biggest Struggles...

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[cynt123able]

Correlation does not always equal causation. I am a lesbian I dont hate men. I dont like rapist, I dont like pediphiles, I dont like batters to say this is equivalent to hating men I would have to believe this something all men do as though I never met men who were not guilty of those offenses. Also these offenses are not limted to men. It is your choice to address your lesbianism as you see fit. But lebianism is not about hating men.

[GenerationalGodSquad]

@cynt123able i totally agree its not about hating men but about not knowing who you are in God and who he created you to be.

[70sinful]

thats a weird god that allows a "devil" to harm or "plant a seed" in an unborn child....

[GenerationalGodSquad]

@70sinful God has given people the power of choice...and believe it or not somebody's elses decisions has effected your life.

[GenerationalGodSquad]

@ItsMeCrystalETV Truth be told your not Gay either.....Thats my story.. I dont know what seed was planted in your life that made u believe you were created to be homosexual but it was NEVER Gods original intent. God retored my idenity that some where along the way you lost..somewhere along the way I lost...so your right I was never Gay or Homosexual because Gay is not a person....its a spirit...its a lifestyle...and God changed my lifestyle...God Bless

[GenerationalGodSquad]

@copelindaisy1 Im not sure we are even friends on facebook...my profile doesnt say that.

[kijuana25]

What's up with the email address. I've been trying to contact you

[GR33NiSG00D1]

Im a homosexual ive tryed to get outta it by my self but i just cant cuz i dnt wanna hurt my girl and i love her i got feeling for her yu knokw but wen we talk i know its against god and i feel guilty and wrong for doing it ignoring signs and his voice and i need to forgive but its real hard i would like for youu to add me on facebook jillian_rush@yahoo.com thats my email

my facebook name is jillian jrose rush

[vickikendricks]

Not sure how old you are, you look pretty young but you're very powerful...... Keep posting your videos because they are helping me a lot. Stay Lifted!!!!!

[mrsOwLess]

SO YU WERE NEVER GAY

[kreztal]

honey u looking for any and every excuse, our experiences in life is what is make us, good, bad, or ugly, so basically you saying if I see my momma get beat on by men, as a result Imma get beat up by men too (you have more than one result sweetie) i could decide to be gay from that experience, or I can decide not to let that happen to me and I start beating up men, its all about the decisions you make, not about what u are expose to and a result of that..

[jmay0310]

I can relate to your story!!

[madenew000]

This is a very strong message..Thank you, sister, for sharing it! I sometimes think of my little nephews that are a bit 'leaned' towards homosexuality, and I fear that there might be a niece in the same boat! But your sharing here confirms my beliefs that God is perfect in all His creations but satan puts wicked ideas in children's minds as children and therefore misled... Very powerful truth! Now I can continue giving them the Gospel and I'll try to find out what each one's DEEP problem is.

[ImDelightfullyMe]

but its like once i saw the life for what it really is....man! And since i have been getting into my word daily...man! Its the fuel i need to keep me going b/c everyday thus far has been the ultimate struggle& i just try2keep remembering that even in the life i knew it was wrong...and if i go back im slapping God in the face for giving me this chance 2get right b4 he calls me I thank God he didnt take me while i was knowingly sinning in his face i thank God he loved me so much He called me again

[ImDelightfullyMe]

my journey and walk with God is very new but im very happy to have stumbled upon your page...because its like you are speaking the very words i think and have felt...dont let these nay sayers deter u...its a daily struggle as im finding...just as its hard 2 "come out" its hard2 "come back in2" his good graces &that requires that we truly know ourselves and who we were meant2be in Him...My struggle is in its infancy i mean INFANCY as in just a few days ago i wanted2just go bak2 where i feel comfy

[ceebabi86]

THATS POWEFUL WHAT TOU SAID KEEP IT UP

[InvalidAuthorization]

What that cartoon that now cancelled Fox cartoon with Jonah Hill? That show was terrible. Gay or not it was just terrible.

[tweetysqueen4ever]

Aye that will Preach lol I know I'm joking but forreal continue to tell your story

[tweetysqueen4ever]

Hey Amen...and thank God for deliverance because I am in the same boat as you...I wasn't a stud but I was lost in this lifestyle so God Bless you for speaking out and May God continue to favor you and bless you exceeding abundantly above all you make ask or think...

[cynt123able]

I bleive that you have allowed other peoples distaste for you to become a distaste for yourself. Incidently homosexuality as well as bi sexuality and a sexuality are things that occur in nature. Just like hetrosexuality non of these orientations have anything to do with morals.

[mmg0091]

There are so many people who are hiding under the mask of homosexuality be cause of past hurts. They are crying out for love. Sometimes people think they cannot return to God, but God is waiting for us to return to Him. He will never ever ever stop loving us. Christians need to stop attacking people. We dont need to accept sin as a lifestyle. But we need to know that our weapon to fight against iniquity is the LOVE of God.

[mmg0091]

i believe that people are born with all sorts of generational curses, brought on by their ancestors . i believe that homosexuality is both a generational curse that you ca be born into, or introduced to at an early age. It is a spiritual stronghold placed by satan on people. Satan is using perversion to degrade the true meaning of love, and turn us away from God. if you're reading this now, know that there is a God in heaven who created you for his purpose, and loves you relentlessly!

[ItsMeCrystalETV]

@ItsMeCrystalETV (cont) I believe in her case her "having sex w/ females phase" was a conscience decision due to her past negative experience w/ men. I don't believe in ex-homosexuals. Either you are or you aren't. but inbox me if u hv anymore questions..we're blowing up this girls comments.

[ItsMeCrystalETV]

@mcmj910 Yes, If ur gay ur gay. BUT if u made the conscience decision to "turn gay" because of a certain situation that you went through then iDon't believe you ever were..and thats what she said. When she looked back Her turning point to dislike men was because of her past trama. There are plenty of ppl who have been thru that and are still straight..SO I don't like when people BLAME their homosexuality on things like that..because that isn't a just reason.

[mcmj910]

@ItsMeCrystalETV So what you are saying, that there are different type of gayness? because we have gays that was molested, abused, raped, some that was born in the wrong body and some that are by curious... Right?

[ItsMeCrystalETV]

@mcmj910 Not at all. If you are gay your gay regardless...but she said in her video when she looked back and asked herself why she didn't like men...she brought up that situation..That was her turning point where she CHOSE to turn her bk on men because of what one man did. Same goes for girls who choose to date woman solely because they get cheated on by men or they treat them bad..so they date woman thinking they will treat them better. If ur gay. you are gay. Molested, abused, raped, or not.