There use to be so much I took pride in. I was always a happy child when I lived in my hometown, but I came here and everything changed.
Now I want to rip my art in half, sew my lips shut so I cannot sing let alone speak, put a paper bag over my hideous face, scribble out the words I write, and backspace the words I type. I can't take pride in what I do anymore without feeling as though I'm not good enough or I'm inferior to someone else. I love my friends, I really do, but I feel like I don't deserve them, they're too good for me. I don't want to hide everything I've worked so hard on, but this just gets to me and I cannot get my head on straight. I'm not good enough for anyone's standards, explains why my grades are slipping...
Hell, my horoscope that says what you're like by your birth date got every fact completely correct. Right down to the fact that kills me as each day goes by. The one I cannot explain nor begin to comprehend.
I know who I am, I know where I stand, and it's under everybody else's feet.
~Song: Young~
~Artist: Hollywood Undead~
~Footage: Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy X/X-2, VII: Advent Children, VIII~
~Notes~
*Namine, Rikku, Lenne, Cloud, Yuna, Kairi: Me
*Roxas, Sora, Tidus: Aaron (AYAM)
*Rinoa, Tifa: Bri (EmeraldDayz)
*Squall: Jordan
*Paine: Sarah
*Zack & Aeris: All of those who I have lost, human and animal.
*Riku: Any guy who's tried to love me and utterly failed.
*DiZ: All the people who only bring me down.
umm quick question are you and emerald dayz best friends and live near eachother?? i am confused because in your umm description it says bri as tifa and rinoa so i am like are they friends or something?
guitarheroziplock 2 years ago
Yes. ^^ EmeraldDayz is my best friend in real life. :) We go to the same school and all, so yeah. x] Hope that clears some stuff up for you!! ^^
YamisXFallenXAngel 2 years ago