My Religious Rant

Sheliebu17's webcam video September 02, 2010, 01:16 AM

Corruption
I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know who I am.
Or what I want anymore.
I can no longer go on like this.
What do I do?
What is my purpose?
Why do I even try now a days.
I have never been able to do anything right or worth while.
So why even bother with this life of mine.
I cant stand it anymore.
I want to know.
Who I am.
What is my purpose.
Where am I headed in this life that was so cruelly bestowed upon me.
No one around me even cares what I do as long as I do what they say,
Or what 'They' want.
But what about me?
Why does it not matter what I want?
Or what my dreams are?
They say I don't open up enough.
But when I do they laugh in my face,
Yell at me,
Or tell me it's stupid and I should just give up.
So why would I bother telling them anything?
They force their beliefs and ideas on me,
Even though that's not what I want for myself.
But again that doesn't matter to them.
I'm just being 'Selfish',
that's what they constantly say.
But isn't it working both ways?
I'm being 'Selfish' because I don't want or do want certain things,
Different things the them.
They are also being 'Selfish' because they, themselves do the exact same thing.
I'm running away from my problems all the time when I don't want to deal with them.
Yet they also do the same when they ,
ignore my problems,
Or what I say,
Or any of the things I want in my life.
So where does it end?
Why are they never in the wrong,
And I can never be right?
Is this fair?
Someone said,
And many people have said,
"Life is not fair",
If that is true, then why would anyone want to continue living?
We are all hurting people,
Trying to make 'our' lives fair,
And not really caring or not being aware of that hurt we cause others,
Just to make our live fair.
we just want our lives to be fair,
Being 'Selfish' again.
So there is no non-selfish person in this universe.
Even God, himself is selfish.
Wanting use to die when he wants to.
Putting us in hurtful situations to grow up in.
Wanting us to love him above everyone important to us.
And to only worship him the way he wants us to worship.
Yet as a child they teach you in church that it is a sin to be so 'Selfish' .
So why should we fallow a God that is so corrupt, he himself commits a sin he made that way?
It is so wrong for us, but so right for him.
This is not fair ether.
So what is?
What's the point of even trying?
I wish some one,
with more then half a brain.
can lend me their knowledge on this problem that seems to be on going.
But anyone who thinks they know really does not because that is their opinion.
They will just try, like so many other,
To get me to see their point of view,
To make their life fair and your life crumble before them.
Being 'Selfish' ...just seems to never end.
So what is the real point?
The point is...
That there is none.
The world is a 'Selfish' place and nothing we do can change it.
Because we also fallow a selfish leader,
Who ultimately controls our lives and what is to happen in them.
So basically there is no resolve and there never will be.
Welcome to living.
Enjoy your stay,
With a side of suffering everyday you continue to breath.
I hope you are happy,
Because I'm not and never will be apparently.
By: ME
Date: 2 Juni, 2009
Age: 17 Grade: 11
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[Sheliebu17]

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[xBeanerJesse]

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[Sheliebu17]

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[poor500]

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[somethingdiffereable]

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[danyellsalot69]

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[saxmanchiro]

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"I contend that we are both atheists. I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours."- Stephen Roberts