Jemi in the Real World Ep 11 : "The Beginning" Part 3/6

Episode 11 The Beginning 3/6

I gulped then sighed. "I just felt guilty for meddling into your relationship."

She didn't like that. I could feel the tension in the atmosphere. She didn't speak any word.

"Im sorry, Demi."

"Just please--Just stop saying sorry, ok?" I saw her annoyed glare.

"Ok."

An immeasurable silence embraced us both right after my voice. I tried to compose myself casually and effortlessly. I turned my head in her direction. I stared at her eyes--seemed focused at her little fingers on her lap.

After a few empty and awkward seconds, I saw her moved and sighed a little. A very sweet sigh.

"I'd hurt you." She sighed again. "And Im the one that should've been saying sorry to you."

"No. Im fine, Demi." I lied smoothly.

"If it wasn't that obvious,"--She narrowed her eyes, still looking at her fingers--"I should've believed that."

I groaned. "Demi, please dont make a big deal out of my behavior. You should've been thinking about your.."--I cringed silently--"boyfriend. Not me."

"He's not going to be my boyfriend if it wasn't because of you." She muttered under her breath very swiftly.

"What?!"

"Look, Joe." She spoke with a heavy sigh. "I gave Alex a chance because of you."

"Alex?!"

"Calm down, please."

I sighed. "alright. I'll give you all my time."

"Thank you." She took a deep breath. "Okay. Yes, Alex Deleon.. My boyfriend."--I saw her grimaced a little--"He's a nice guy."

I winced in pain. Am I not nice enough? Ugh, Stop it Joe, I thought to myself. "Why am I the reason?"

"I just.. Well, Im so.."--She struggled to find the correct words--"Ugh.. I just want to forget my feelings for you." The last part sounded like a whisper.

"Why?"

"You're with Taylor.."--She frowned heavily, her eyes still focused at her fingers--"that time. And I dont know how to get rid of this forbidden thing. So I decided to take my chance with Alex, thinking that I would be okay and would be able to get over you if I let myself learn to love somebody else."

"Forbidden thing.." I repeated her words. Words that strucked my whole being--physically, mentally and emotionally. I cringed literally in pain. She must have seen it.

"Im sorry."

"But we have freedom." I objected. "I wanna hold on to that."

"I know, Joe. Me too."

"Demi, Do you know the reason why I broke up with Taylor?" I asked, I could feel the pain still embracing my body.

"Well, I'd been planning to talk with you about that.." Her eyes flicked to mine.

"The reason is you." I sighed, staring directly at her beautiful eyes. "I love you more than anything in this world, Demi. You have no idea how much. And Im falling even more every second you're around. I thought Taylor was the one for me. It's ridiculously mature, but I really thought she's the one I would be marrying some day. But you entered my life."

I saw a tint of red touched her cute cheeks.

"You showed me your worth. You had proven me that I have missed much in my life. And the second I'd realized that I was in love with you, I wanted to be there, just be there beside you, forever." I continued. "I couldn't imagine my life without you, Demi."

"Joe.." I saw tears ran down her beautiful red cheeks. My heart stopped, cringed at the sight. "I didn't know.. Im sorry.. I ju--"

"Im the coward." I interrupted her, reaching her face with my hands then wiped the tears away. "I was freaking nervous and afraid to ask you out."

She giggled a little as my heart sighed in relief. "Joe Jonas gets nervous.. and afraid.."--She smiled a very sweet smile which melted my everything--"Wow." But she sounded sarcastic, and teasing now.

"Seriously, you make me nervous." I grinned.

I heard her cute little laugh. In that instant, I laughed with her.

We'd let a couple of silent minutes to pass, staring at each other's eyes.

"So.." I spoke after 10 more satisfying seconds. "May I ask, why was Alex a little harsh that night?"

"Oh, you're talking about the house of blues, right?"

I nodded.

"It's complicated."

"Am I not suppose to know?" I asked with a kind voice. I don't have to know if she's not comfortable with that.

"It's still complicated, Joe."--She rubbed her head with her hands--"err.. could you please ask me an easier question?"

I laughed. "Demi, it's ok if you're not suppose to let me know."

"But you have to." She covered her face with her hands.

Both my eyebrows met. I wrinkled my forehead, and pouted my lips a little. "Are you ok?"

"He's jealous." She murmured through her hands. "He was so jealous of you that night."

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lol, Joe's jealous : " I winced in pain. Am I not nice enough? Ugh, stop it Joe, I though to myself". Don't worry Joe, you are nice.

Woa: " I love you more than anything in this world, Demi ect" < the most beautiful part of your story

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lol i love your comments.

thank you so much for reading. hope you like it

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Of course, I like it especially Joe's character in this story. He's so sweet!