Uploaded on Jan 23, 2011
;) the continuation.
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I had left the state without another word. No phone call, no email... I just completely disappeared. I wanted you to forget me and find someone better. Someone who would be able to put you first. After a couple of months, I was in a really dark place. Mostly because I was on the verge of getting kicked out of the team and somebody who I was very close to me had screwed me over. I tried contacting you , but you wouldn't hear of it. Forget about it, I was out of your life for good. In a way, I was happy. And in another, I was devastated that you were able to let go so quickly.
I had come to visit you, yes. And you thought it was to play with your head. But I hope you now know that it was to try to win you back. I needed you in my arms again; I needed your trembling lips to touch mine once more. I needed that sensation of love and I wanted to just be with you.
But I lost. I was already way out of your life and obviously, couldn't get back in. I'm writing this letter, to whom it may concern, as a response to her 'goodbye'. Sweetheart, after you've read this message, take an honest look and you tell me; was I playing with you? Were my feelings a joke? If so, then this truly is goodbye. But if you still have a piece of me with you... some tingling sensation... some recollection of our memories, then this isn't goodbye. I'm not ready to let you go .
I love you. And I'm prepared to fight for you, no matter how many sleepless nights I have to go through.
your hopeless lover.
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MY PERFECT LOVER :)
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