Eating disorders and suicide
Uploader Comments (Lovesenduringpromise)
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btw i like you cat,shes/hes cute.
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I started making myself sick by eating loads and loads of food and some drinks aswell until I have to go and throw it up starting from today,I used to do it but not like attending to vomit at the same time aswell if you know what I mean by that,if you want me to tell you how exactly how I "used" to do it compared to now then please inbox me..I hate my life because I have made 2 years without doing it. (the way I used too) and now I have the urge to do it again. :(
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I'm glad you are alive and healthy. You have strong faith in God.
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at 2:50 Exactly how I feel. I'm just glad someone understands.
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for me suicidal thoughts were not worse than depression, but i guess they're linked together and its hard to separate them
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thank you for this. meant a lot to me.
xoxo
-amanda
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You are so spot on girl that people who are suicidal do not see that if they go ahead with it how much it would hurt loved ones. They see themselves as THE problem and burden. I have been there before too. I know of two people who took there own lives because of such deep emotinal pain from their eating disorder. I believe past trauma such as abuse etc adds fuel to the fire. People that get to this point see a life that has been full of pain and they are so desperate to escape it.
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Thanks. That makes sense. I got so confused because I read that the modeling industry thinks that UK size 8 (US size 4) is still curvy and I think that may have helped. Sometimes its so easy to relapse.
What you said at 4:40 was totally what I was going to say in my comment. Sometimes, suicide just seems like the only way to relieve others of the burden you feel you are. When I'm really depressed, I seriously feel like it might be better for my family if I weren't around. At those moments, my death seems like it would be the best thing for those I love.
I'm glad you posted this. Thank you.
FreddieMercuryRising 2 years ago
Yupp, I've felt that before and on ocassion when I get low I have that thought run across my mind. It's scarey, but really in the moment it feels right...
The only thing that really keeps me sane through it is God, I couldn't just end my life..it would be a waste. There is a greater purpose.
Lovesenduringpromise 2 years ago
I've been suicidal for a while now and have had many attempts in the past, so it's good to know that people like you are trying to make others aware of the mental pain one goes through.
A brilliant video, I hope many watch it!
lilkittyx 2 years ago
Thanks hun. I do understand what your going through, please know your not a lone. You can message me if you need, Im here to support you. Don't give up, life is worth it more than you know. God bless you.
Lovesenduringpromise 2 years ago
I found this very moving to watch. Thankyou for posting this, im glad it is on the internet for people to see.
lydiamusic1992 2 years ago
Thank you. I hope it helps many. God bless
Lovesenduringpromise 2 years ago