~Never [Too] Late~

Uhm well..... I don't know


It's easy to spend hours staring into a wall, doing nothing..
I look in the mirror, and see someone staring back at me.
Her blue eyes are blank, almost as if she was dead.
I paint her up with make-up and put pretty ribbons in her relatively short hair.
She put on pretty dresses that probably won't be noticed by anyone
I watch her straighten her curly dark blond hair, sometimes without noticing that I'm kinda burning my hand a little.
She smiles at me and she looks so happy
No one can see through that lie, unless she wants them to.
The war between her and me contines yet another day

Lately, my thoughts have been more frequent and tempting.
They are SOOOOO loud and they hardly ever seem to go away.
Won't this fight ever end?
All day long I wear my headphones with music in them to block out the thoughts
Can't I just shut down my brain?

I don't really know the reason I keep getting up in the morning..
My coffee drinking has increased a lot, sometimes coffee is the thing that gets me out of bed.

I always get like this during winter, especially around Christmas.
Don't worry about me, I'm way better now than I've been before, honestly
If I talk about it, I'll make people worry and cry...
If I don't talk about it they'll also worry about it..
When I say I'm fine, they say I'm not..
If I say I'm not fine, they say I am..

How come I can help people get themselves together, even if it's just for a day, when I can't put back the pieces of myself?
I love making others happy, it's basicly what I live for.
As long as the sun still shines and I'm not all by myself, things seem almost fine for a while.
But once darkness comes, and I'm all alone again I get scared..
I'm scared of myself, is that bad?


I'm not fragile, just a little broken.

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Song:
Never Too Late

Artist:
Three Days Grace

Category:

Entertainment

Tags:

• kingdom hearts
• KH
• Roxas
• Never too late
• Three Days Grace
• 3LadyInRed3

[shadow55552]

Girl you should make this the full thing. I would love to see your whole story line behind these videos.

[13LadyInRed13]

@shadow55552 Heh thanks.. I'm not really sure if I will though. Depends on my mood :P

[13LadyInRed13]

@777DavyJones Hehe the song really is amazing (: Three Days Grace rules <3

[nickygirl192]

@13LadyInRed13 You really should. That would be awsome!

[Whenheartslacklove]

omg! Emma D= how did you know what my fav song in the wholeeee intire world!!! >D i <3 this song soooo much ..and the vid is awesome tooo

[Chiakiro]

Wow that sounds exactly like me O_o Except the coffee part xD *huggles* Amazing video ^_^

[IwuvtwilightnKH]

This is AMAZING !

[myheartbelongstosos]

@13LadyInRed13 No prob, hunnie!!! ^-^ <3

[myheartbelongstosos]

I LOVED THIS!!! IT WAS AMAZING!!!

[xxBlackLolitarose]

I love this video, and I hope that things can change for you. I hope things get better, I really do.

[XDestinyHeartsX]

Aww I hope you feel better soon.

The video was amazing though ♥