Alex G Vega - Social Anxiety

(C) 2010 Dazu Records....Production credits go to Vherbal from Anno Domini Records.

The fully mastered version along with lyrics.

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Song Title: Social Anxiety
Artist: G Vega

myspace.com/vegathepoetic

I wouldn't know half the people I know if I coudn't rap, honest
Half the friends on my facebook, I don't even talk to
Yet, I get respect when I freestyle, before that I was
The Child, who constantly was left out, if someone asked me
Right now...What do I do? I tell 'em music
As soon as i speak, the interest they had, they lose it
I only rap to prove to myself that I'm not a loser
Lookin around like damn, what is so amsuing?
Are they laughin at me? I'm paranoid as usual
Ignore me! Thats what I was used to, they used to
Buy into what I say. Now attention isn't paid
And the ones who stay will say..."You'll be famous one day"
But hey...cause before they knew that I could rhyme
They would say that I was shy, I'd zone out on the fly
The same shit, asked by every prick I met for the first time
"Hey man, are you allright? Are you high?
Man, you're quiet. And you don't really talk too much"
Well I probably don't talk to you cause you're annoying or stupid as fuck
I don't wanna explain, I'll just stare at my phone
Pretend I'm textin, just so muthafucka's leave me alone, it goes...

Chorus:
You're the butt end of the joke, check your zipper and hope
They're not laughing at you, what the fuck do you know
Re-assured like you know, but your minds saying no
The Conspiracy's true....

You're the outcast! You know what are they laughing at
They ain't with you, they're all laughing at your ass
They ain't with you, (no!) They're behind your back
Out to get you (no!) So you stab em back
You're the outcast! You know what are they laughing at
They ain't with you, they're all laughing at your ass
They ain't with you, (no!) might as well be stealth
They won't miss you. Hell, i'll make fun of myself

So when theres actually someone I'm on the phone with
This girl has the nerve to say, "Who you textin, you no one important?"
Ignore her and just be like, who's you?
Then she says, "I'm sorry, this party might be more ghetto than you're used to"
Bitch, iv'e been to third world countries
People died right before my eyes at these functions
Yet they still thinkin I'm a wanabe suburban fellow
That wants to be ghetto, while waitresses gave me kid's menus
'Till I was 16. My brother made fun of me
For it, and she responded, "Thats you're little sister, don't be mean"
Bouncers will prolly think it's fake I.D.
'Till I'm 36 with kids, who got in before me
And it was my turn to pass out and get fucked up
But D.D. snuck in a couple shots and got too drunk
Now I gotta drive 'em all up and down town
I swear thats the only reason why they're keepin me around?
It sounds like I dont even have friends. Like I'm the kid
That everyone hates but pretends that their cool with
So by the time we get in, im so pissed
They left me at the bar as I'm pretendin to text, it says...

Chorus...

When you go to someones party with your friends
But you don't know nobody there. So you just sit there in your chair
You kissed that fat chick after she finished giving you head
And told ya mans that she was really skinny instead
I remember the first time I got a lap dance
I came in my pants in only 20 seconds flat
My girl cheated on me with my own homeboy
"You're girl got a boyfriend?" Yeah, so does my homeboy
He said he was gay. I put on this face, like moms
When I told her I was atheist on Christmas day
She caught me in the act with internet porn, its hard
Going back to playboy when practicing for intercourse
Of course, I used to get embarrassed a lot. 'Till I stopped
Givin a fuck, cause most kids been through the same stuff
And it's fun seeing the expressions of your friends
When they listen to this, and realize it's about them
And I hate, when all you get is a one word text
I'm not pretending. I just don't know what to say to this bitch
And she doesn't realize the message she sends
I'd rather have you laugh at me for being stupid again
Otherwise, I'm the kid who's name they always forget
And after all the times I put Lol, and never flinched!
I'm not surprised that's all that whore said. It hurtst more when
They're laughing from the other end, and your not sure if...

Chorus....

yeeaaah
Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah
You're the butt end of the joke, check your zipper and hope
They're not laughing at you, what the fuck do you
Knooooooow
Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah
Why is this social anxiety prying me
Why do things bother me as much as they do....

Category:

Music

Tags:

• social anxiety
• hip hop
• alex g vega
• neurotransmitters

[14illmatic]

Hey! I just wanted to stop in and thank everybody for listening. I really do read through all of these comments haha, real talk. If you have a facebook, do me a favor and become a fan por favor. It helps me tons.....

[14illmatic]

thanks to everyone who's shown an interest so far. You inspire to keep this thing going. I actually just got two more beats today, so I'm going to be holding off on the video for this a little longer. I might even switch the song for the video. But anyway, keep checking back in for the next 3 to 4 weeks. I'll likely have a new song uploaded by then. Possibly even two. Thanks again!

[whataaaa]

Is there anyway i can download this song?

[14illmatic]

nvr mind, it's up. just go to the more info section and you can find directions for downloading it

[mboone137]

The voice is hella annoying, but I'm feeling the lyrics. Control your tone of voice better and you'll be a lot better.

[kmacmuzikmafia27]

"Hey man, are you alright? Are you high? Man, you're quiet. And you don't really talk too much."

The questions are the worst -.- It's like they're trying to make you feel more comfortable and included in some well-intentioned way, but they're really just putting the spotlight on you. And then you're fucked. I hate being shy...

[airjordan231992]

Great song thumbs up!!

[14illmatic]

@ELSR1ER I really had no idea it would connect with you on such a personal level. And you, as well as others like you, are what inspire me to keep connecting with people on that level. I like to think that I've made some progress and moved away from my social anxiety in the 2 years since I wrote this, so I might not write about this subject anymore. But I want to continue connecting with people. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you. its the best compliment you could give me.

[14illmatic]

@ELSR1ER I honestly didn't have any intention of making a song titled 'Social Anxiety' in the beginning. I didn't even know what the term social anxiety was at the time. I was just having all these emotions about what was going on in my life and decided to vent by writing. The disorder just sort of fit the description, and with people like yourself who tell me that they know exactly what I was going through kind of confirmed my condition ha.

[oapy1111]

Story of my life! xD

[XxOneTrueKillxX]

Man I'm glad I found this song it totally describes my problem. It feels so good when you know some one else out there understands you and has been through the same things you have. THANKS FOR MAKING THIS SONG MAN

[vice2vursa]

@speakeasy9987 the bad ones lol