R.I.P. Casey girl.

..I know it's a little earlier after her death to make/post a video.
But it kinda helped the pain I feel right now.

Casey, my beloved dog. The dog who use to greet me when I came home. Who would play around with me. Chase balls in the yard. Allow me to hook my arms around her as I cried. To lick my face. To just be there and be happy..

Was put to sleep this morning.

In fact I got lucky to get this video..
Not soon after being told we were going to do it tonight, my parents got home and said they were taking her now.
Just got back from the vets.
Me, my mom, and step dad held each other close and cried while being forced to say goodbye to member of our family.

Casey was my best friend. I loved that dog. That stupid loveable dog. And she's gone now. I know she's in a better place. Where she can run around freely without any pain. But it doesn't help heal the pain my heart feels now that she's gone.

She didn't even know what was coming. She was happy the whole trip there. Wagging her tail. Panting happily. And little did she know she was going to her death.

I feel so bad for doing that to her. But we had no choice. She hurt her knee as a puppy, and because of it she put most of her weight on her other leg. The doctor even told us before that one day she would end up blowing out her other leg. So we knew it was coming.. but still. It's so hard to say goodbye.

Saying goodbye to that dog had to be the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. I've never had a real hard loss..

Well.. I don't like throwing my feelings on people, but.. right now I just feel the need to say how I feel.

I'm going to miss this dog. So damn much. My best friend. My pal.

Rest peacefully Casey. Knowing you've done well to help your family be happy. We all will miss you more then you'll ever know you silly dog. Thank you for being there. For being our baby. Even if you did like to stick your nose into things and eat just about everything. We love you girl, and we always will. You're place with us now is in our hearts. You go chase those other dogs in doggy heaven okay? Feel free of pain. And be you're happy goofy self.

I miss you dog.
I really do.
Goodbye pup.

R.I.P. Casey.

And the song I added in was from Marley and me.. I love that movie so much. Hell.. I'm going to go watch it now..

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[PLANOWESTWOLF]

i know how you feel...i just had to put my dog to sleep this morning also...it feels weird without them, once they are gone doesnt it?! i still can`t believe my dog is gone..it just feels unreal. im sorry for your loss.

[iEmmychu]

@PLANOWESTWOLF I'm sorry for your loss as well! It really did feel weird and it was really hard to get over the simple things. Like how they use to always be their to greet you every day. :( But it gets easier with time. Takes a while but things do get better.

[RealShadyizationSlim]

This isn't right.

[iEmmychu]

@RealShadyizationSlim What do you mean?

[midwife2thesoul]

I'm so sorry that you lost your beloved Casey

[Jazzyrulz1]

It's ok darling even though I'M CRYING SO much throughout this years I've lost probs 300 dogs One I really knew and actually felt pain I never knew what happened when i was little but I was 7 and one day I got home we had a dog called zoe and I screamed where she is she was gone.... and when I was 10 last year .... My dog mac died and mum told me when and I was at school and looked at time he was gone already this girl on the bus kept saying get over it but all my friends were there <3

[Jazzyrulz1]

Oh god Im crying my eyes out

[a5e26]

i know how hard it is to say goodbye my dog died in February and i still cry over him

[dayana3100]

why do you have to pay monye a dog is going to die R.I.P

[TheConnie1994]

Sorry for ur loss, I had mytwo best friends put to sleep, there all in a better place, no pain