The Last Letter-A Jemi One Shot-Part 1

Soo...it took me a while to write this..tell me what you think pleasee. This story means alot to me since my uncle is a marine, and is going through alot of the same things, so please tell me what you think:-)
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I sat on my bed making sure everything was alright with Joe Jr. before I began writing him. This would be letter 365, but he still hasnt replied with one. I get worried with every day that comesI miss him so much, but as time comes and goes I know that he is doing what is best. Saving the country is something he needs and wants to do, I just cant imagine him in war. I sighed and grabbed a pen, I put a number 365 at the top of the paper and began my letter.
Dear Joe,
This is my 365th letter, I miss you so much that sometimes I cant even stand it. Its been exactly one year since you left. I feel as if you took half of me with you...im beginning to think that everyone else is thinking that too. I dont now whether your alive, or dead. You havent replied to my letters, and it worries me. You stopped calling after the second daysometimes I feel so lonely without you being here to hold meeveryone tells me I need to move on because some of them think your not coming back, but I believe you arethere is a lot of hope in my fragile body, that states your coming home soon. I try to look ahead but how can I when I have tears down my face every day? My heart longs for you to hold me again it beats only for you. Sometimes I look up at the sky and know your doing the same. The stars remind me that your not as far away as you seem. If you get thisknow that I love you.. please dont ever forget that one tiny detail. Joe, I feel as though I need to start letting go incase you dont come back.. so this will be my last letter. If you decide to write back, we will go from there. If you dont write backthen I guess I will have to move on. Yes, there is hope inside of my heart that you get these, but just dont get the time to write backbut if you get this, and your out there alive. Send me a piece of paper back, or anything to let me know that your alive and that you love me as much as you said you did
My heart cant take much more of this agonizing wait. It hurts Joe. It really hurts. And I know your doing the thing that you wanted to do, but what about me? Where do I fall in your life you just left me here with the memoriesand all the pictures, but what if I want more? I want to hold you againI want to kiss you again. I want to know that you are in my room at night when Im scared, and I want to know that you love me. When Im alone I want to know that I can go to you and look into your sparkling eyes. I want to feel your presence around me and know that you are here. But everything is slipping. The feeling that I felt when I was with you is starting to fade, and it all seems like a dream to me nowI cant stand knowing that I could have already lost you without saying goodbye. I remember what you told me the day you left See you soon, You promised me. Then your warm lips crashed against mine for what felt like years. The tears falling out of your eyes lingered on my cheeks as you pulled away and whispered, I love you. And then you leftbut will you ever come back? Will the war let you come back to me so I can hold you in my arms? Or will I have to let go of you forever? I dont want to do that JoeI dont want to loose the feeling of your body against mine when you hold me, or the feeling of the fireflies in my stomach when you kiss me.
Our song is playing in the background of my room as I write this last letter
Somehow Im to blame for this never ending racetrack you call life, so turn right into my arms, turn right you wont be alone, you might fall off this track sometimes hope to see you on the finish line. Will I see you on the finish line, Joe? I hope to God I will, If you dont come home soon, I dont know what Ill do. Im giving everything to youif you dont come backmy heart wont eitherWe have a child, Joe. A little baby boyhe looks just like youI write about him in every letter. I named him after youhe laughs like you do. He is almost 3 months old. He was born on May 2ndand if he never gets to meet you..my heart wll break, the pain will flow through my bodyand I wont be Demi anymore, I will be lifeless.

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[seaeable]

i agree with ALL the comments(exept the tears part)!!

you should write a script for a movie or a book!

[xxJemiNelena4evaxx1]

wow u are a very talented writer you should become an author seriously what you wrote is really good!

[JoNaSbRoThErS4eVa102]

wow that was a touching letter i had tears in my eyes seriously, you're a talented writer.

[jemirulez1]

this is amazing