@RisingPhoenixPTPA And honestly, if you ever want to find out what helped me I would be glad to share. Feel free to pm me. I mean, it couldnt hurt, could it?
@RisingPhoenixPTPA Seriously, if you want to find out how to ditch the drugs, and find happiness, I would love to help you. They say 'you have a melanin lack/excess' yet not ONE clinical test do they take. If your behavior remains depressed, or manic, or whatever, they just up the dose of a pill that didnt work to begin with. If I saw ONE person take pills, get happy, and not need them anymore, I mite support it. Even supportive therapy in medicine should have SOME point where u dont need it
@RisingPhoenixPTPA The REAL question must remain...if they work, why ent you happy yet? I was depressed, self harming, all the stuff. I dont take pills now, (and I did try some of them back in the day) but now, IM REALLY happy.Would you rather be happy, REALLY happy, or eternally medicated?I actually care, you seem a nice person, but you seem convinced you can only survive with these bad chemicals. And yet, you survive Im sure.But... are you happy yet?I dont know anyone on meds who is.
@KelticGypsy The NHS works completely differerently to privatised US health companies, the fact is I NEEDED my antidepressants in the first place, some people don't, but some people do, that's the truth.
@RisingPhoenixPTPA But I have NOT ONE inclination to hurt myself, I wake up happy and without any drugs and I dotn attribute MY success to therapy, as I never really went to one and especially didnt go to one when I started getting better.I mostly discovered my ability to choose EVERY thought, emotion, and feeling.I can CHOOSE to feel how I want!! I really had the power all along, just didnt know how to use it, and mosttimes I choose joy, and gratitude.Much better than just reacting to stress.
@RisingPhoenixPTPA I would bite myself until blood would flow. Also tried to commit suicide with a gun three times, and twice throwing myself in traffic. I have scars across my hairline rite now you can see and feel. BUT, while Im sure that shows I fit the definition of someone with a mental disorder, therapy mite have helped somewhat (tho you hafta go therapist shopping- my advice, try to find someone who is LESS crazy than you) but drugs only made me worse. Now, I am CHEMICALLY the same being
@RisingPhoenixPTPA I didnt say you were crazy.Im nuts myself, but in a good way, I am that way just coz its alot easier.But its chosen, and its fun.Your doctor makes money from the prescription companies every time he writes a prescription.Regardless of whether you, an HMO, or state funded financial assistance pays for it, its still paid for and the doctor still gets a commission of sorts.I used to beat my head on a wall until I would knock myself out. Response continued...
@mumenschantz You think ADs are recreational,and you can't read, so yes, you're stupid. I said I'm ok with meds, not forced meds. Also, read all the comments Phoenix posted, she summed it up for me pretty well.
@RisingPhoenixPTPA And honestly, if you ever want to find out what helped me I would be glad to share. Feel free to pm me. I mean, it couldnt hurt, could it?
KelticGypsy 16 hours ago
why is this video interrupted in several parts and is all in random chunks?
vaseagrelka 6 days ago
@RisingPhoenixPTPA Seriously, if you want to find out how to ditch the drugs, and find happiness, I would love to help you. They say 'you have a melanin lack/excess' yet not ONE clinical test do they take. If your behavior remains depressed, or manic, or whatever, they just up the dose of a pill that didnt work to begin with. If I saw ONE person take pills, get happy, and not need them anymore, I mite support it. Even supportive therapy in medicine should have SOME point where u dont need it
KelticGypsy 3 weeks ago
@RisingPhoenixPTPA The REAL question must remain...if they work, why ent you happy yet? I was depressed, self harming, all the stuff. I dont take pills now, (and I did try some of them back in the day) but now, IM REALLY happy.Would you rather be happy, REALLY happy, or eternally medicated?I actually care, you seem a nice person, but you seem convinced you can only survive with these bad chemicals. And yet, you survive Im sure.But... are you happy yet?I dont know anyone on meds who is.
KelticGypsy 3 weeks ago
@KelticGypsy The NHS works completely differerently to privatised US health companies, the fact is I NEEDED my antidepressants in the first place, some people don't, but some people do, that's the truth.
RisingPhoenixPTPA 3 weeks ago
@RisingPhoenixPTPA But I have NOT ONE inclination to hurt myself, I wake up happy and without any drugs and I dotn attribute MY success to therapy, as I never really went to one and especially didnt go to one when I started getting better.I mostly discovered my ability to choose EVERY thought, emotion, and feeling.I can CHOOSE to feel how I want!! I really had the power all along, just didnt know how to use it, and mosttimes I choose joy, and gratitude.Much better than just reacting to stress.
KelticGypsy 3 weeks ago
@RisingPhoenixPTPA I would bite myself until blood would flow. Also tried to commit suicide with a gun three times, and twice throwing myself in traffic. I have scars across my hairline rite now you can see and feel. BUT, while Im sure that shows I fit the definition of someone with a mental disorder, therapy mite have helped somewhat (tho you hafta go therapist shopping- my advice, try to find someone who is LESS crazy than you) but drugs only made me worse. Now, I am CHEMICALLY the same being
KelticGypsy 3 weeks ago
@RisingPhoenixPTPA I didnt say you were crazy.Im nuts myself, but in a good way, I am that way just coz its alot easier.But its chosen, and its fun.Your doctor makes money from the prescription companies every time he writes a prescription.Regardless of whether you, an HMO, or state funded financial assistance pays for it, its still paid for and the doctor still gets a commission of sorts.I used to beat my head on a wall until I would knock myself out. Response continued...
KelticGypsy 3 weeks ago
@mumenschantz You think ADs are recreational,and you can't read, so yes, you're stupid. I said I'm ok with meds, not forced meds. Also, read all the comments Phoenix posted, she summed it up for me pretty well.
TehCryptKeeper 1 month ago
Also, once I'm off of my antidepressants, I'm gonna come back and tell you about it, just to reinforce my blatent rightness. :)
RisingPhoenixPTPA 1 month ago