Worlds Collide | 10 {Nelena}

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Miley's P.O.V.

*laughs* I love him And he will too. i grabbed the beautiful picture of me and him together our lips lightly brushing together. i sighed. to bad that wasn't really me. My heart sank even deeper as i riped the picture in half and burned it. well only one part. "Selena" i picked it up and laughed then ran to the trash can. to dispose of this piece that had no purpose of being saved. i jumped on my couch, grabbing Nick's half in the process, he was in MY hands now.( Haha, Literally..wow okay random)
As soon as my plan takes its place, He'll be ALL mine. "again" i was going to tell you the plan but your going to have to wait and see. i can't have anyone, spoil this for me. No sir, Not happening. I'm not going to lose him, Not again.


1 Month Later

Selena's P.O.V.

i lay on the couch all day. The Event that happened a month ago broke me apart into tiny pieces, Un-reparable. i sighed getting up from the couch and out of the gloomy room, to dispose of an empty carton of cookie dough ice cream.
i looked down noticing for the first time that i had put on some weight. But i didn't care, i just wanted my baby's back. My eyes started to water as i grabbed 3 cookies from counter and almost ran to the dark gloomy room that provided me much comfort. i sobbed into the pillow, all the memory's drifted back into my head, everything! I went to the bathroom and grabed a razor blade from behind Nick's shaving cream. He had tryed to hide them all from me. He tried to be with me as much as he could, but he had to work.
i stopped right in my tracks and ran to an almost abondened room. i turned the knob but it was locked. "figures" was all that came out of my mouth. im guessing nick didn't want me to torture me anymore than i already was.
my hands quickly landed on my abdomen, i swear i just felt something move. Nah, Im just parnoid, i laughed at the thought and walked over to my room, the happiest ive ever been. Thanx to my insanity. I walked down to our room and opened the safe with a key nick hide under the bed. I guess he didn't know that i knew about where he hid the key i chuckled opening the safe. Got it! i ran to the door. i knew this was going to hurt me, so much more, it was going to knock the air out of me, it happened every time. Part of the reason Nick did this. It didn't matter to me, the memories more so much more precious than my feelings, my health..everything. i opened the door and my eyes glazed the room from wall to wall, a silent tear rolled down my cheek. i cried in both sorrow and relief. i was sad that i lose them. i looked around again, tears blurring my vision, now. but i was relived that at least they went to a good place, that it didn't happen in a worst way, that i had nick with me, that i could finally come back into the room that brought me more memories or joy and happiness then sorrow. i sat on the pink rocking chair staring at the already built crib besides the other crib in the box. As soon as nick found out we were having twins he went out and bought it, then to watch it all go in less time believable. we find out one hour and lose them the other, i had trouble concentrating now,all of my emotions and memories floaded into my head and i broke down. My head fell into my hands as tears streamed down my face. i stoud up snd walked over to the already built crib and picked up a teddy bear, a smile quickly spread across my face. " i cant do this anymore" i wispered as i went to take a shower, i washed my hair in the steamy misty air,i came out, curled my hair and slipped ingo a Dress id never bothered to touch. i looked in the mirror from top to bottom, i was feeling and looking better than ever. i went to my make-up chair and put on some lipstick.

"Im Starting Over, This is the new me"

i can't mop around all my life wishing for what i had once before.If i tryed to regain my life again, i know ill be happy..someday. I know i can never replace them and i never will, but its for the best. I can't to this to nick, Not anymore.

"this is my new beginging" i said as i slipping on my high heels.

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[dfjgv]

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[yemenprincess]

good for her! is she dressing up for nick?

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i loved it!

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