Anxiety, Manic Depression, Bi Polar and friends. Part 2

So whilst watching Stephen Fry's life of the manic depressive, some of the stuff hit home and i kinda had an episode of some kinda (anxiety, mania or depression, or a combination of them all, not sure).

So i wrote down all my thoughts on paper, hopefully someone else who is trying to understand themselves will watch these vids and be able to understand themselves a bit better.

Even during this video, my mood goes from being "numb", to being a little hyper, then calming down again. Weird.

Also, my apologies for breathing down the mic so much, damn thing, i'll have to invest it a half decent one :p

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People & Blogs

Tags:

• Anxiety
• Manic
• Depression
• Bi
• Polar

[Snarlez]

The different between personality disorder and Bi-polar panic attacks... You never had a panic attack dude. So get over yourself, A panic attack will honestly make you believe you are having a heart attack and or dieing. my mania come with schizo paranoia symptoms. However a panic attack Is way worse than what you are saying and no disrespect.

[cactus57]

I always thought that a panic attacks were supposed to be more intense, but when I describe how I feel to dr's I get told its a panic attack. So i just figured there was different levels of attacks. But then what Dr's say isnt always correct, so who knows, not I. Reading up on it, I'd say I feel short of breath, but not chest pain really. Aside from that though, it sounds correct. So... either I'm having panic attacks, but not full blown ones, or something else similar but without the intensity?

[wiccamelissa]

well hello sexy!

[cactus57]

Heh, you flatter me far too much :p

[Okalani5000]

I made a new video....Go check it out *points at video responses* Ahh, the good part about being Bipolar. XD

[cactus57]

Hrrrrm I saw the vid, but when i went to accept it as a response, it was gone.. gone gone gone...

Fancy trying to do it again, and i'll see if it works 2nd timne around

[xsilencefallsx]

To me the fact you are self-questioning is a beautiful thing. In my eyes you appear as a particularly gifted, valuable human being. As for feelings of self doubt, all I can say is try to detach yourself from those thoughts as best you can. Remember that there are a lot of people out there, myself included who will unconditionally love you for the person you are.

Kat <3

[leesalexander]

im sorry to say this, but your normal.

[RobMonty248]

Bi-Polar, *polarity? As in Electromagnetics? Yes. Which is also Frequencies? Yes.

Doesnt TV emit Frequencies? Yes, Radio? yes, Cell phones? yes.

Are they bad for us? Yes. Has it been proven? Yes. Where? Dirty electricity.

Do they know, Yes. Is it a method of control? Yes. The mind is a frequency? Yes. Does tv alter this? Yes.. How? Magnetics.. Polarity is magnetics as much as a frequency of light/sound. Learn about all of this, but, Meditation will Return you to normal, i promise you all.

[8317rob]

man you dont have shit your just a homo

[meanmrmustard89]

Geordie boy! Are you from County Durham?

[AntiChristClub]

Bra what the fuck man you look like a fucking retard I cant watch this nor listen to you because you sound just as fucking stupid im out of here.

[irockwithbillgates]

I would normally say lip piercings look "gay", but they look cool on you. :)

[352miranda]

i think your adorable,i love your hair aha.im bipolar so not manic tho,deppressive.i HATTTTE it

[ballflesh3]

@Snarlez btw I do my best to stay away from weed (kinda hard a lot of people you know blaze up) and i wanna do L.S.D 1 more time just because i wanna do it without weed.

[ballflesh3]

@Snarlez Hey you seem to have some knowledge about panic attacks. Ok so a year ago i took some L.S.D yeah it was great fun and all until my friend whipped out a spliff. Soon after that i had the most craziest experienced, i was thinking i was king of the world or something like that but then out of know where thoughts of self doubt which led to panic. I thought my heart was going to come out of my chest. Anyway how come everytime i go to bed or do some exercise i get nervous about my heart rate?