TwizTid "Im Alright"

17 years ago on November 19th 1993, I came home from work and found out my best friend had committed suicide that night---It devastated me---And I almost followed him a few times-BUT-I made a promise at his funeral that I would find a way somehow to continue giving Bills Life more meaning than he thought it had- A year later after an experience my wife and I had on a Ouija board, Bill told me he was alright but what his death was doing to me was something he didn't want. Afterwards I'd suddenly become obsessed with Jim Morrison and began writing poetry. Today I have received countless letters thanking me and Bill for being there, Simply Listening and Caring when they wanted to follow Bills footsteps. And when they felt like no one understood---Bill Did--- Bill was the kinda guy who could make anyone laugh ...and feel good--Except himself-- He changed my life and 17 years later he still is--- I would not be half the person I am today without knowing him-- One day years ago my son asked me to listen to this song by a band called Twiztid titled "I'm Alright". From the moment the song began to play, I started getting chills because it was almost as though I could fell Bill with me as I heard it. I love these guys for not only this song, but others they've done about losing someone to suicide or death. And to some of the other members of the Psychopathic label (ICP and ABK) for songs they've done also, because I'm sure that I'm not the only one these guys helped through their special type of street wise wisdom--- So I ask from you all to not only say a little prayer for Bill, but for all those YOU know who followed Bill. And say a little prayer for them also-- Because if I know Bill the way I did, He would rather have you think of them instead of himself--It's the kind of guy he was---I Love Ya Brother--
Peace~
Jimmy

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[Breannasue1012]

much klown luv homie srry. to hear the death of a friend i lost a homie about a year ago chuck bell known him eversince i was 5 like and older brother to mcl homie

[fanofjims1]

@Breannasue1012 Hey- Thanks for Taking a Minute to Tell me About Yer Homie- Bill was a couple years older than me too and he was more than a friend to me, he was just like a Brother- Make Sure Ya Keep Him in Yer Heart and Always Tell His Story to Any Who Listen. Helps him Earn Another Feather for His Wings and a Halo and a Harp and Angelic Things- Best Wishes to You Both~Peace

[eweezy113]

my uncle killed himself with a belt a few months back and i dont know how to deal with it. some think his ex wife killed him and it only makes it worse. i find myself constantly questioning what really happened or why he would do this. he was so happy and full of life. when does it get better. how do i get over it. it seems like everyone else in my family have gotten over it. every time i see someone on tv die from hanging i cant even watch a start crying. i dont know what to do

[fanofjims1]

@eweezy113 My Dear Friend---Time is the best answer I can Give Ya-

After we lose someone to the insanity of suicide, guilt, pain, confusion, anger, frustration and all the other crap we experience and feel gets thrown into a pot and thrown together. When something makes ya cry, begin training yer mind to remember everything about yer uncle that made him who he was in your life.

And for his sake, let the pain go. it helps him earm his feathers and git some wings-Much Juggalo Love~

Peace~James

[kylemazehatesyou]

hey ik exactly how u feel my cuz of only 20 years old killed himself witha belt by hanging himself.....he never left nuthin behind except a myspace status saying"going to sleep now hopefully things will get better after this".....left everybody in tha fam stunned cuz he wuz so full of life too.....but ik when my day comes im gonna c him again tha lesson in life is.......no matter how fucked up things r in life u always gotta live it up to tha fullest

[fanofjims1]

@kylemazehatesyou Sorry for taking so long to reply. Pain from within can be hidden well from us. And then when what's done is done, we remember the times they made little comments here and there. The sad part is, C-Mon Who Don't Say Fu*K It At Times When Life's a Bitch. BUT Because we do feel that way sometimes we don't always take someone else at heart. They're just pissed and we figure they'll calm down.

Then We Get The News- Keep Him in Yer Heart and Yer Never Apart- Peace

[seehound619]

mayne..... the ending is merely another beginning........... RIP.

[coreyispimp666]

or henry

[coreyispimp666]

his name wasnt bill



[coreyispimp666]

hes still not dead



[coreyispimp666]

his name was tyler mellott

[iwantcybergothgogo]

whoop whoop mmfwcl



[FaygoLette4Life]

touch myy heart! sorry for u lost! much love!

Whoop whoop! mmfwcl

[urMyChemicalRomance]

Much Respect to you. You got millions of Juggalos and Juggalette's that have your back. I've lost many people I love to terrible accidents and shit like that,. MFWCL to you. By bro used to always tell me to think globally, not locally, and you have done just that but over comming something like this.

[IllLogic0313]

Deep stuff

[undrcovergrunt]

im so sorry about your lossmy cousin jonathon commited suicide 4 years ago he died of over dose :(