Lucas North/John Bateman "In pieces" *LARGE! SPOILER WARNING* (please read footnotes)

This video was a personal journey for me...although it focuses mainly around his/Lucas's last day's.
The captions on this video are not mine...they were written and kindly lent to me.
For me, it may just explain a little about Lucas North ...better than I could have put into moving pictures and song.

Here we go...

Your voice your words are in my soul
I want you... I need you
You are the one who takes the pain away
You are the one who sees who I am
Flames curl around my heart at your touch
You hurt me, you frustrate me but I know you love me.

You're here with me when I need you
When the world hangs on its axis
It's your arms I find sanctuary in.
Never saw this coming never even tried
Then there you were
An addiction infront of me
I need you with me
you are a drug my desire for you
makes every day easier
yet every second without you breaks my heart

Where were you my entire life
you could have been the man to save me
the man who could have helped me stand so tall
You and me
We could have had forever
hand in hand
side by side
a breath in and a breath out
My sweet addiction

I've watched spooks since it's creation and have seen a lot of characters come and go.
I have to say no one has touched me in quite the way Lucas has and it's not just because I'm a RA fan.
I love Lucas and I love the history behind him, what makes him tick...even to who he eventually came to be...although I don't agree with his final moments.

A complex and rough diamond who in the end allowed 'love' to become his final prison & executioner...he never really found his place or quite fitted in.

Anyway...many thanks to a friend who wrote this poem and allowed me to use it. The clips went so well with the words. I hope I did it justice.

The music is called 'Pieces' by Red and many thanks to Emma for finding the song a while back and sharing it with me. This is partly for you also because I know how much you loved Lucas too. x

This is a very personal video to me and I have so enjoyed making it. JD x

RIP Lucas...

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Entertainment

Tags:

• spooks
• Lucas North
• Maya Lahan
• Ruth Evershed
• Harry Pearce
• Tariq massod
• Beth
• Dimitri
• Alex
• BBC

[brandiwhine71]

Brilliant. Brilliant. Brilliant.... And now he's off to "Middle Earth"...

[tinaUNDAcova]

My frail emotional state isn't ready for this video yet.

I actually enjoyed this storyline immensely and from the very first "John" reveal you just knew his time was running out. Richard portrayed a man slowly slipping between two identities brilliantly. Plot holes aside, I'm glad they gave him a storyline to showcase just how talented he really is.

[ThePhylly3]

Your video made me cry. I was too shocked and upset to cry before. The music, editing and well chosen words were so touching! I love your work!

[AlwaysandForever80]

Amazing 

[judiang]

Wow, that was painful beautiful. Fantastic editing and wonderful choice of music. Breathtaking work here.

[mfaithdrew]

Brilliant editing; stills, the phrases across the screen, hauntingly beautiful music. One of my fav. vidiographers of the gorgeous subject we all love. So emotional. Nothing says that he is really dead. I would like to think that he 'rappelled' down or escaped somehow, and when the next season bombs without him; we could just see him come back, forgiven and with Harry's help, regain his soul and return a good guy. Look how many 'traitors' they have forgiven, or 'turned' brought back or kept.

[008AnnMarie]

I find S9 very difficult to watch, even now..but your video was moving and beautiful. Truly.

[42LightYears]

Amazingggg. Dam it I feel bad for Lucas. You're so good at this stuff.

[fatblokesagas]

literally he ended up in pieces...on the ground (bad jk)

he was the best character Spooks had :( sad he's gone now, won't be the same, Adam Carter was alright, and Tom Quin awesome, but Lucas North was truly the perfect spy...I can't help but think he's based on John LeCarre's spy Magnus Pym but with much more awesomness. Got the feeling tho that Alec will take his place lol

[PeerlessKid]

Series 9 was the first time I watched Spooks, I was not prepared to be taken on this emotional and psychological roller coaster!! What. A. Show.

[Aliena5582]

OMG! So heartbreaking but at the same time very beautiful! The perfect tribute to our Dear Lucas! Many thanks for another wonderful video JD!

liked, faved & playlist

[BetaArtemis]

AAhhhhhhhh I was going to use this song for Lucas!! But that's okay, you made it even more amazing!!!!!!!!! Now I'm crying again!!! I miss Lucas!!!