Scandalous S1 E19

[A/N: I'm sorry for all the cursing in this episode, so if you don't like curse words I really do apologize, but I kind of needed to use it to show their emotions. I know I promised Jemi in this episode but there isn't. But dont worry, I'm going to write another episode and post it today and it WILL have Jemi!]

(Ellie's POV)
I woke up the following day with a smile on my face, it was Friday. I love Fridays, it's like there's always something to look forward to at the end of the week. Ava didn't wake up throughot the whole night, how weird. I got out of bed as I pulled my long light brown hair into a messy bun on top of my head, and there was Noah. He was burping Ava by patting her lightly on the back. Seeing him brought back everything that happened last night and the smile immediately disappeared from my face. That's one thing about when you just wake up, you forget everything except for that moment. Would he talk to me, or would he completely ignore me? Let's find out, I guess. "Morning, Noah." I said, giving him a tiny smile. He looked over at me, realizing I had woken up, and quickly returned his focus to Ava. Ignoring me it is. Great, just fucking splendid. I sighed and went over to him, I kissed Ava's forehead and looked up at Noah. His curly hair was a complete chaos and he had bags under his chocolate brown eyes. How could someone look so drained, yet utterly fricken gorgeous at the same time? I knew he could tell I was looking at him but he still ignored me. "Noah?" Nothing. Not one word. "Did you stay up the whole night with her, Noah? You didn't have to do that."
He continued to pat Ava's back, "Yes. Shes my daughter."

Yes, a sentence! "So you're talking to me now?" I asked innocently.
He glared at me but didn't look directly into my eyes, "No. When I talk to you it will only be regarding Ava, our daughter that you so generously decided to inform me about six months after she was born, thanks for that by the way."
I could feel my eyes welling up with tears but I bit my lip and ignored it, "I..I don't know what to say, Neeter."
His glare deepened, "Don't call me that."
"Sorry. Are you okay with her if I shower?" I asked.
He scoffed, "Yeah, unlike her mother, I know what's best for her and I won't hurt her."
It felt like he pulled my heart out of my chest, stomped all over it, put it in the barrel of a gun and shot it into the ocean.
That hurt. It hurt fucking bad. So much for holding these damn tears in, now they were flowing. I cannot believe he would say that, "Don't you dare," I said through clenched teeth, my lips trembling as the tears rolled down my cheeks, "Don't you dare say I'm a bad mother, I would never hurt Ava. Ever. Screw you, Noah." I grabbed my shower stuff and left without another word. I wasn't really that furious with him, I mean I know he wasn't implying I was a bad mother and I know he's upset, it just hurt to see him so angry with me and I didn't want him to think I was crying for him so I took out all my anger by yelling at him. Ugh! I hated this. I did this all for him, I didn't mean to fricken hurt him. God. What the hell do I do?

(Noahs POV)
Shit. I said jumping a little after Elle slammed the door. That didn't come out right. She's a great mom, although I havent seen her with Ava that much its so obvious how much she loves her. I looked down at Ava, who had fallen back to sleep in my arms and put her in her crib. As soon as I left at the butt crack of dawn I came back, worried Ava would wake up again. I didn't get much sleep last night so I knew I looked like shit. I went into the bathroom to splash some water on my face and I poured myself a cup of coffee from her coffee machine. I didn't put anything it in, I was too damn tired and I needed all the bitter caffeine I could get. I sat and stared at Ava while she slept, sipping my cup of coffee while Ava had her little hand around my pointer finger. No matter how many times I said it in my mind, I couldnt even begin to believe that, "I'm a father." I said out loud. I am responsible for another human being's life. I just wish I could have seen her first smile, watch her begin to crawl by herself. It sucked to the core, but on the brightside...I know now, and I can watch her grow. Wait. Fuck, I can't. She'll be leaving with Elle's mom. No, I was not going to let that happen. Not a chance in hell.


[PS: I didn't write it like I usually write Scandalous with Noah: and Ellie:, I just wrote it out so if it's confusing just tell me!]

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[flyArea52]

and its nothing confusing with your writing..perfect fine^^

[flyArea52]

they have soon to understand EACHother´s sides,

Both of them

[DontClapTwice]

It wasnt confusing I didnt even notice. OMG WOW!

[MartuXa16]

It's really good! And omg! I hope Noah is not implying what I think he is!! That would kill Ellie!

I LOVED IT!!! :D