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Um so yeah I don't do the listening and considering other ppl point of view (which is what a lot of users youtubers are looking for) until I know for sure that I am or will get a chance to be heard....

So now I know I've had that chance. Um you might not like what i've said and really I don't mind, am willing to discuss and openly and truly consider your point of view provided that you are respectful of mine. That is the way I always approach something potentially controversial but I have only ever had one person take me up on that offer... So yeah if it offends you sorry but you chose to watch it and atleast you know where I stand. I think I'm pretty fair about it all.

I hope you like the song...we heard it AT LEAST twice a day my first admission while eating on the radio...we always thought it quite ironic.

Song: Matchbox 20-Unwell

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• anti
• pro
• ana
• anorexia
• bulimia
• mia
• recovery
• rant
• wannarexic
• choice

[MaddockGirl]

I don't want to offend you at all i swear, i admirewhat you're doing and hope you continue on recovering :)

But, is there really such thing as wannarexia? As you cant go frm being completely healthy to anorexic, it has to start somewhere, i now have a full blown ED but it did start with jus wanting to lose those few pounds, to be thin etc. I'm jus pointing out that alot of EDs could start with people being 'wannarexic' & i don't really think that exisits

[beautywithin85]

I don't know to be quite honest I guess I kind of wonder why anyone would willingly, consciously, pursue an eating disorder. Why somoen would knowingly take an entire bottle of laxatives the first time knowing it was bad for you. I don't know why someone would think that's how they would solive their lives problesm

Like do you really think ppl will like you more (if that's a reason) when your thin? I for one am not that shallow, most ppl arent. I just resent being lumped in w/thsoe ppl.cont

[beautywithin85]

when I never got the opportunity to even half know what it is never mind choose. I mean I was 10...Don't compare my needs with those of the ppl who stereotypically are kind of brats. (no offense, obviously your not)

I'm not saying they don't have legit complaints, legit problems, legit trials, trauma and challenges, but why not just go straight to therapy and skip the ed?

[ShanzeeeGirl]

wow. that was so well written i don't even know what to say. i just... am so glad to know that you are out there spreading this message of truth. you are truly incredible.

[beautywithin85]

I'm glad your joining me! Seriously cause you make so much sense that I would hate to argue with your point of view!

[x0geeky0x]

fuck..<3 YOU.....ARE.....MAKING THIS WHY?

[beautywithin85]

thanks. I don't know there's a bit of a selfish motive in it. I feel like I hurt so many ppl as it is with mine that I need to do something good for atleast twice as many. I dunno maybe an ocd/perfectionist/ed thought?

[beautywithin85]

ah I know babe... u gonna listen to me till I go blue in the face from talkin so much. It SO COOL someone wanna do that for me thnx...btw I LUB listenin to you too.

[fuckupthatsme]

I luv this song, It's very Ironic :-)

I lub 2 listen 2 what u gotta say