[ Tell me again, I screwed up; ] -- GOODBYE, AkikoLeonhart

This is not a fluke. This is not a cry for attention. And this is not something about that role play group I'm in. It's an important announcement.

For the three people this is directed to; I know. You disapprove of me. One of you even hates me enough to have said "Whatever. I'm done.". The reason for this happening involved me and my RL boyfriend [Cloud in this.] Something happened, something I don't want the whole world knowing about, and those portrayed by Rikku and Sephiroth involved themselves by saying how angry they were with me. Sephiroth hates my guts. Rikku told me things she knew would purposely hurt me. And here I am, left to think of the mistake I made.

So it is with a heavy heart that I denounce the name "AkikoLeonhart". I've had a few good years on this page. But with so much overwhelming me and no one's shoulder to cry on because no one will hear my side of the story, I'm taking my leave. No, I will not leave Youtube, as I will have a separate page. I will not say the name of here and will only be adding certain people to it. I'm looking for a new beginning -- and staying on this account won't help that.

So as of now, AkikoLeonhart is dead. The song is one I thought to be fitting, as I thought I could tell Sephiroth and Kayla everything without being afraid they were going to yell at me for it. It's "Remember When" by Avril Lavigne. Terra, of course, represents me. No more activity will happen on this account. No more videos will be made. No more adds will be sent out. I'm just...
I'm out.
And I hope one day, I can be friends with these two again. I just wish they heard my side of the story before jumping to a big conclusion and assuming that I'm the bad person they make me out to be. I feel unwelcome when I go to visit them now, so visits will be put on hold until further notice as well.

The new account will not be announced here. I will add those closest to me, but that's it. I trust that they will keep it secret too. To my friends and subscribers -- I am so sorry it had to end this way. Maybe if you're lucky, you'll find me somehow.

You will never know how sorry I am and how much I value you.

This is AkikoLeonhart, signing off.

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Music

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• Remember
• When
• Avril
• Lavigne.

[xOchiteYume]

Ack... :/ that really sucks... I really hope tht things get better though...

is it possible... if I request to add you on your new account? I'd love to cotninue to watch your amazing works.. if it's alright with you.

again I hope things get better. Dx

it's sad how everything can end due to one misunderstanding. :/

[xEternitysEnd]

It sucks you're leaving but there are better things out there, you'll see. <3

[BirthrightOfInsanity]

I'm here for you... I heard your side... Love you. <3