the binge.

4.03.09 update. over 3,500 calories.
the worst part about it, it ALL stayed in my stomach, i didnt purge at all...
& im praying this will be my last big binge,
but i think we all know the sad truth.

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[lillylioh]

I know what you're going through... It happens to me, all the time.

Just wanted to say that you're such a beautiful person and deserve more than this - keep trying, never give up

[ClearUncertainty]

@lillylioh Don't forget you deserve more than this too. <3

[Escapethegrace5]

hey. I just binged. 3 huge cookies, 2 lemon bars, 2 cups of turkey, 2 cups of mashed potatoes, apple pie, a cup of stuffing. Yes left over thanksgiving food. But at least i did not throw up. you kinda helped me with that :) I hope you get better because you are an amazing and beautiful person. You have really helped me

[ClearUncertainty]

@Escapethegrace5 awww...good job on not throwing up! one step at a time. =)

I'm glad that i've helped you some how. <3

[316sina]

u just showing the food u didnt eat them for real i doubt

[ClearUncertainty]

@316sina if you dont believe me, thats fine. but i know to some other girls with the same issues as mine, that amount of food is nothing.

its amazing and horrifying to realize the amount of food a person can eat

[reginahnn]

how can u be soo skinny? do u purge. i feel u.

[powerofsonic]

whats binge?

[DimpledCutie20]

Stay strong. I spent the night @ my uncles house and ended up eating 3 chocolate chip cookies, 2 oatmeal raisin cookies and 1 slice of cake with maple icing. I felt awful and it kept me up almost all night. But I didn't purge so that's a win.

[cmarti78]

Hold tight sweetie. I'm going through the same thing. Take care.

[blumemusik]

You are so beautiful <3

[ThePhoebsy]

I ALWAYS purge when I binge, I could never just let all that food remain in my body. I spend hours in the bathroom, I don't care how long it takes. If you wanna be skinny, you've gotta be willing to face the toilet bowl for every bite you put in your mouth

[xXheartsbzXx]

...why dont you just fuckn work out and not be a lazy ass instead of worrying about purging all your shit. fat is good for you body.

[lilaznkouk]

i just binged too. 10 wrappers of magic flakes (130 cal each), 1 full container of egg drop soup with turkey and green beans, 4 cups of yogurt, persimmons, plums,...it really is hard to stop. i kept going even though my stomach hurts. I just stopped seeing a boy i liked tho cuz i found blond hair strands in his hat. really really sucks. I want to eat more...i never vomit tho. Ill try to get it together tomorrow. Good luck with you, try not to overeat or under eat and you'll be fine.

[MsScienceclass]

today i ate two cheese sticks, a bagel, at least 15 oreos, some pretzels, half a bag of chips, some chocolate...and thats not even counting my normal breakfast, lunch or dinner

i dont know why i keep doing this. im trying to lose weight not gain it! :(