Self-speculation

just for people who don't take the time to know themselves.

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Education

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• abortedsoul
• self-speculation
• ashmangus

[Kingsnake1]

Geez. I leave you alone for a few months and you come back looking like a suicide girl : ) Glad to see you posting again... I put in a friend request.

seems like you've plunged in pretty deeply into the athesim front. i think being a fanatic about being atheist is a little ironic...

hope all is well. try and find to record some music for us...

love, cris.

[AshMangus]

lol. that's too nice. suicide girls are way too hot.

and i'm not a fanatic about atheism! i'm a fanatic about enjoying what is real.

and i've been thinking about putting up more music. we'll see. i've been so wrapped up in school and economics. and stingrays, ha.

[WigglyMalmsteam]

I also feel the need to say... you are a beautiful person, as is your face, and you look hot when you smoke, hehe. I don't know how you can smoke those liquorice papers though. Yeuch. Actually I think smoking is beautiful, but I will leave that for another comment.

[AshMangus]

lol. thanks!

[WigglyMalmsteam]

Great vid. I know what you're saying. Those moments of introspection are important to me too, and it seems some people are not very aware of what is inside themselves. I will not be a drone! I know who I am. Sometimes the best company is yourself. I don't feel the need to be constantly surrounded by people but luckily I have close friends that "get me" mostly. My "soul mate" or whatever is still absent, but I'm content. I'm happy with the person I've become but I some aspects need to be changed.

[AshMangus]

Absolutely! I really feel like everyone needs to do that. Through self-speculation, I've been able to enjoy myself more and have direction about who I want to become, and I think it makes me a person that's more enjoyable to be around. I just think it's a good idea for everyone... especially when I want to know someone. It helps when they know who they are. :) I'm glad you're into introspection... very cool. Do you make videos? You could make a video about what you've learned..? :)

[cale0320]

love the lip piercings!

[pamatarnos8]

en verdad estás buena lol no te rayes tanto y no te quedan mu bien tantas argollas no lo necesitas pa´ser alternativa lol

[Imvelo]

No information shared is ever useless. Learning how to better one's self, helps the self, others, and the world around you. The positive or negative aspect comes with the decision and action each of us takes after cultivating our self awareness. Which, should never stop. I agree it is more enjoyable having someone to share any experience. I guess it's like watching a movie about yourself, which you can constantly edit. Rambling, ugh.

[coldertopic]

I always thought it was just something I did. I like being alone. No one really understands why, and I could never (would never) explain it as well as you did--but that's exactly why.

Which of my other inexpressible thoughts ae you going to cover next week? I hope it has something to do with why feeling my own heartbeat makes me cringe.

[FantasticBabblings]

Great vlog, Ashley.

I love my alone time, and the people I like the best enjoy introspection. Some people may think it is self-absorbed or selfish, but to me it is preparation for the more social times. When you get to know yourself honestly, you have so much more to give to others. I hope to see you soon. (How are the rays?)

You smoke so stylishly it almost makes me miss smoking.

[AshMangus]

I'm flattered. I wouldn't mind at all. :)

[tmergel]

I find myself fascinated by your videos and your mind.

Might just be me though. May I embed this into a blog? If you wouldn't mind...