Just Say No - Fighting Bulimia....again

Another potential bulimic morning breakdown. Another successful attempt at JUST SAYING NO!!! I am on a streak of morning abstinence from purging (still severely struggle with afternoon/evening) and would like to keep it this way till I can move on to abstinence in the afternoon and then evening and then OVERALL! Yay!

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• abstinence
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[razorslipped]

Perhaps you can try to form new memories with being full?

[MyOwnStickFigure]

when i can get over the old ones, yes, you bring up a brilliant idea to master

[ilsemorero]

I do not suffer from an eating disorder but am intrigued in a strange way by it. Although I'm hearing the same things from different people in their videos, I don't understand it. I want to know why there is so much self-destruction. Why it's so hard to overcome and eat. I wish you well on you road to recovery and sincerley hope that you win your fight. Let the beauty of nature inspire you and remember that you are part of it as well. 'Tis the season of life and renewal. Best of luck to you.

[MyOwnStickFigure]

I think it's wonderful you want to learn about this, especially since you don't suffer it. It's really great of you to take interest into learning. Education is everything. One may never understand the true nature of addiction but I can tell you that food or lack of is the drug of choice to someone with eds. I'd recommend you study more about the brain in order to understand addictions. It will give you major insight to how one can self-destruct and not think twice of it or somehow "enjoy it"

[tobybroadie]

Hey hun, if you don't mind..would you post some pics of you growing up?

[MyOwnStickFigure]

No, I won't do this. This would be the most triggering thing I could ever do. I don't look at or touch them. Just being honest.

[LA2Alaska]

Your cute, please live!

[cutebutterfly09]

i know what you mean by the "full" feeling. i associate that full feeling with memories of being heavier and weight gain...i've never been fat or anything but i have weighed more than id like. i guess that we bulimics don't want any negative feelings especially associated with food and our image.

[AshleyKrack]

you are so strong

you can do this

[zombieeatslollipop]

whenever i want to puke i lay on my bed, put a pillow over my face, listen to the radio and cry and scream. :P it really works! you're really an inspiration, keep fighting!

[betteroffdead123]

looking back on this video i can see so much of your progress you have made <3 im very proud of you my dear <3 your incredable

[momasharif]

i just wish i was skinny thats y i do it...the only ting that prevents me from doin it most times is my teeth!

[SessanTunsberg]

I can totally relate to all this... I find it really helping to go on camera aswell in these cases! I actually felt like this earlyer today.. and I managed to keep the food in... And yeah... i think its a better idea to wait until your in control before you go to the bathroom!

[EmmawesomeO]

A good friend of mine is fighting bulimia and I'm trying to figure out what I can do to help her. These videos really help me understand what she is dealing with, and I hope that she will overcome this disease. I hope you will too. I wish you all the best.

[selliepwns]

I have to say, I admire you so much. I wish I'd seen this video an hour ago, before I made the mistake to giving in to the feeling of fullness by purging and taking my lax. However comforting and strangely relaxing it was to do, I still wish that I somehow had the strength you displayed in this video.

[jdpasino]

i wish i could have been there with you...keep fighting! you're so strong and i'm so proud of you!