Confessions of A Broken Heart, (1 of 2) A True Love Story.

I wrote this in response to a letter I received recently, and the last question they asked was, "Why?" Now everyone can read it as well, and this true story of a Broken Heart. This email is what inspired the making of this video.

Hi ********,

That's a long story, but all you have to do is to read most of what is written in my youtube videos and on my channel page and then maybe you will understand more. My life has changed a lot these days, as I've lost touch with most everyone that is close to me, and no one really knows where I am these days or how I really feel about life today.

I guess the best way is to take you back a little and to the beginning of when I met this special girl that would change me for the better, how she touched my life in so many ways that would change my life forever. I'm not sure what I should say here, and the only way I know how is to just tell you the truth, even if you or anyone else can never understand it. When I lost the love of my life, Laura, that was the beginning of the end of life for me, and after her it never really mattered anymore.

Let me start by telling you a little about Laura, and when life first began for me. I met Laurachelle in early 1992 working for WVEU TV 69 in Atlanta, and when I met her face to face I knew then I had just seen the most beautiful Angel in my life up close.

I would get to know her, and then I would find myself being so attracted to her like no other girl I had ever seen before. Laura is like no other I have ever met, and she is just as beautiful on the inside as she is on the outside, and it was that combination that made me want no other. She is the kindest, smartest, most beautiful amazing woman I have ever met in my life, and for me she was one in a trillion.

Now I was trying to figure out how was I going to win her heart, and I knew if I did, it would be the greatest achievement I would make in my life time. In time I did and in the end she would be my wife, and would forever change me and my life forever in a good way. She made me want to reach for more, and she made me always believe that if I wanted it bad enough, I could make it happen, and in the end I did, but just a little too late for her.

You never believe that someone can come into your marriage and take it all away, but that's just what happened to me. Now, only to add more salt to the wound, the person who would take her and everything else from me would also leave her for another, when he never loved her, but I sure did which should be obvious to everyone by now. Also, left her in a bad way! I will leave it at that. My life, hopes, dreams, along with everything else has been taken from me, and in the end it would leave me with a life that had no more purpose or meaning anymore. I used to have it all, but now I have nothing to hold onto anymore. Just the pain and memories of it all, that's all I'm left with.

Laura meant more to me than anything, all the money in the world, and I loved her more than I have ever loved anyone. Losing money, material things doesn't really matter much to me, because if you have no one to share it with what good is it anyway? Losing her and fatherhood has been the worst pain I have ever felt in my life, and everything else is just icing on the cake. Though the loss of fatherhood has left a hole so deep inside of my heart that nothing or no one can ever fill, and I would have been a really great dad though that will never happen for me now. She was the only one I ever wanted to bare my children, and I always knew she would be the greatest mother, that's one of the reasons why I asked for her hand in marriage. Laura is now the proud mother of a beautiful little girl, and I wish she were mine.

See, in life I have always believed in being the best you can be, and in the end trying to do so would cost me everything. Laura, fatherhood, home, career, but most of all my heart. The pain in my heart would take me to the lowest of lows, and in a hole so deep I can't get out of it at this point in my life. You don't have to be good at math to understand how that works, and I really didn't care anymore as it was Laura and fatherhood that I wanted more than anything in this world. I have just tried to disappear, and if not for you finding me on youtube then what I'm telling you here today would most likely never be known or even understood by many.

See, I used to be so full of passion and a lust for life, but that has now gone for me, as I'm no longer the man I used to be or had become or the man I hoped to be. I didn't only lose her but I lost everything I ever worked for or would have ever wanted in life. The career I worked so hard for, and that means the business I had built as well. I worked really hard for that and it was my second love and passion, and maybe it's only one person that could ever understand that one and we know who that is.

Continued on Confessions of a Broken Heart, Pt. (2 of 2) A True Love Story.

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[jameszielke13]

I like this video, and the story really helped man. Good job.