Lil Jin spits over the Eminem "Not Afraid" instrumental.
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Lyrics:
[1st Verse]
Everyone is asking me Lil Jin where you've been at
To the game you threw up your middle finger follow by index
What's going on with you, you never answer your Pantech
You're skinny as hell, what you doing pills, crack, or zanex
You got bags under your eyes, you really need to get some sleep
I got too many thoughts, that's why I never sleep
I'm constantly on the road trying to make a damn living
But sometimes I wish in this world that I really wasn't living
No matter how many girls I date, I can't escape my past
I close my eyes for 10 seconds, she's right upon my a**
I see her in my dreams, I see her in my nightmares
This is 1 on 1 but I fell like the fight is not fair
I wanna squash the beef and somehow just make it work
But I know it will never happen and it really does hurt
Because she's moved on, got a family of her own
While I stand here in disbelief recording this damn song
I'm consumed by my past and I really wish I wasn't
But I got a long to go like Mr. Probz and Joe Budden
You think it's so easy forgetting your 1st, oh yeah it's nothing
There's a million people that feel like me so end of discussion
I'm not doing this for publicity, nor for the attention
I'm doing this so people can have something to mention
Like aye me and him got something in common we're both consumed
Now let me take this time out to blow the candles out in my room
[2nd Verse]
Now I'm rapping in the dark, I see people laughing and point fingers directly at me
Because I'm such a; such a loser, let me switch up to the new girls
At college boys called me Kimi everyday
And you know what, I caught feelings for her everyday
Despite what she was doing and what people told me
All I wanted was somebody to come and hold me
And tell me that they love me, change the old me
But the hatred came back when _________________
What up Clay Nelson, you know the business
Too much like a brother, couldn't put him on the hit list
Then why you put Nigel on the hit list
Because I didn't give a damn about him and you know what...I still feel
The same way about him, sorry for the negativity
While I'm at it, might as well say I was feeling Tiffany
Tiffany who? Tiffany Tubb that's who
Say I've lost my mind, I'm crazy, that's cool
I'm just a confused individual whose mind can't be tame
And by the way I've never slept with any of the girls that I've named
So don't even try to run and spread a rumor
[3rd Verse]
People are always asking me, Why I haven't seen Brittany's child yet
I can't do it, my heart cannot take it
Because I feel like Vincent could've been mines if I hadn't done what I've done
Do yall understand where I'm coming from?
No ya'll don't, so once again I'm a misconception
No WWE but this is my Day of Reckoning
I'm a young man, I give credit when credit's due
So Steven Kilbourne, my old homie, I salute you
And you might think of me now cause of what I've just said
And I don't blame you if you feel like loading my body up with lead
I'm just speaking the truth, some call it releasing therapy
All because of my thoughts I'm starting to become afraid of me
I got too much power, I don't know my own strength
11 years of stress, how in the hell can I think
May 15th I died in Clay's truck
Yuri Michinoku's spirit came to me and told me to get my a** back up
Now I'm in the studio beastin' on the mic
If I'm gonna die, I wanna at least put up a good fight
So from now on, I'mma spit how I feel
Forget Plies, I'm the true definition of real
And If I lose the people that I've called out as a friend
Then I guess I deserve it, Friendships were meant to end
I remember in Mr. Goggins class, I sat up and cried
Now thanks to my messed up past, Lil Jin is alive
This is some awesome shit some real shit honestly I feel ya lil jin im in tht same situation
keep this up
And the 1 dislike can go fuck theyself
ThatBoyKills 7 months ago
@ThatBoyKills thank you. glad you could relate to my song. your comment has made my month A WHOLE LOT BETTER!
liljinpots 7 months ago
this shit is the best most legit thing that i have heard keep it up man
slipchikin 1 year ago
@slipchikin thank you so much...that really means alot to me
liljinpots 1 year ago
yo bro..ya know no matta what imma always be here man..i stood beside you in school and im standin by ya now..
mississippibandit 1 year ago
@mississippibandit i know pimpin....i know
liljinpots 1 year ago