I guess I have to leave and go to my reality .
Switch everything up and do it in my formality .
I'm feeling like that world see's me as a technicality...
Damn
...............................
......................
...........
.....
...
..
.
.
Just picture me sitting alone on a island.
Just enjoying a anticipated horizon .
I'm picturing a lot of fish in the sea.
Knowing that I'm capable of flying high so free.
But I don't feel like swimming or even fishing for a wanna be.
I want you to be.
Perfect.
And I don't feel like looking or even searching.
My problem is that I think too much.
Like at the end of a game and they call me for clutch.
I guess you want me to bring the love back.
You know I'm thinking that you high off that love crack.
Cause I don't understand how you could love that.
But.
You walkin around sayin you heart me.
But you confused cus you don't know where ya heart be.
Itsz cause you can't see.
Shout out to "Blind Love".
I'm not out the love game, I just need a sub.
Cus I'm tired of being hurt.
Wondering if its even really love on this earth..
Maybe itsz time for me to get a love show.
Because thatsz all you even really try to love for'. (fo)
And I know thatsz not how love go.
But really how would I know.
I'm just a young guy....I'm just a young kid.
Itsz impossible for me to know, what love is.
Or what love did..
Hahahaha....YEAH RIGHT....
Because I got a heart and I can feel.
And my mind processes everything thatsz REAL.
Just because I'm young it doesn't mean .
I'm stupid.
Because I think thoughts that you feel that are useless.
And that brings pain.
And thatsz another reason why I stand in the rain.
So I can hide tears.
I can see vividly...that the pain...is near.
Wishing really that this feeling will disappear.
Knowing there isn't a place where I can feel....secure.
I'm hear.
But I kinda really wish I wasn't.
I understand things that significant other doesn't...
So I just flow in the wind
All of a sudden All I do is try to pretend
That I don't even care.
The more I say it, the more I feel that itsz Sincere
Every time I look at you itsz just a blank stare
So you can't read my expressions
All I do is live life and learn lessons.
@ThaBiiSter Thank Youu !!! I appreciate that !!!
JustRoziae 1 year ago
"But I don't feel like swimming or even fishing for a wanna be.
I want you to be.
Perfect."
those lines were perfect.
ThaBiiSter 1 year ago