My "Awakening" Story

The story of how I became an atheist... my most requested video to date.

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[hdavis75]

Thank you azsuperman01 this video helped me. I felt so alone at first and like I was the only person in the world that felt this way. I have only been a non christain for less then a year, I wish I could have ran across this 7 months ago lol, but better late then never. I am also a former youth pastor, I have so many that still look to me for christain leadership, but I could never tell them what I truly believe now. It bothers me when they ask me to pray for them but I do it anyway.

[azsuperman01]

@hdavis75 I understand. It can feel very lonely when you first come out of a religion -- especially if your entire social environment was religious, like mine was. Luckily it does get easier, and the internet makes it much easier to find a non-religious social environment. It feels good sometimes just to know you're not the only sane person in an insane world.

[azsuperman01]

@hawaii50th The assertion that you can find God as long as you don't use your intellect is an admission that the Christian dogma is not based on reality. It is the same as saying: "You might believe this story, as long as you don't think about it too much. If you're as gullible as a child, you'll believe anything."

Also, I don't have squirrel rationale, so I'm limited to seeking God with my human rationale... you'd think God would have known this in advance and prepared accordingly.

[xquse18]

No person in the whole universe feels lonely IF HE BELIEVES IN GOD . You must still be feeling lonely because you dont believe in God. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN YOUR EYES ,YOU HAVE EVIL IN YOUR EYES. You are very possessive about your wife also because you have this fear of loneliness. I CAN answer all you questions and i can help you but you need to be ready to accept.

[AcArtGallery]

Research and/or watch the near death experiences of Howard Storm and Ian McCormack. They both claim they went to Hell and subsequently changed thier lives and became Christians. What have you got to lose?

[The12J]

@Oldcartoons571 i was mess.

but to think that all has god done in my life i dont deal with that no more. and its crazy.

at times i just everything was god and now only just 16 years old on fire with god.

seening so many people feel his loved and change and see them free and telling them how god changed me in one encounter, wow there is God. i dont need evidence because everything you see is evdience God is everywhere . and wow thats is a miracle. just my testimony is a miracle

[The12J]

@Oldcartoons571 i am real and so is god.

as many times you can tell me God isnt real it okay that what you believe and i cant force you to believe it it your decesion

but i know there is a God because i was never raise in church i came from the lowest i struggle with lust anger pride and unforgivenness. i've dealt with ganglife ive dealt with drugs, i dealt with alot lust, lived in a fatherless home. my mom was sick and i hated life i had a step dad who was horrible and i hated his son.

[Oldcartoons571]

@killingspeerx Where did god come from? You made em up to explain what you dont yet know. Dumb.

[Oldcartoons571]

@liberterianskeptic5 Do you even know what Atheism is? Atheist accept that they know little about the world and that the universe is greater than them. Religious people dont instead they make up stories and lie about knowing how the world works. Join the club of stupid fucks who talk about things they know nothing about you suck.

[Oldcartoons571]

@The12J Wow I just noticed your other messages. Dude there is no evidence for your god. Youre just to weak to handle your problems without help. You were a wreak before and your still crazy. Now you believe in imaginary friends who rub your balls when you get depressed. I dont need a fake god to help me. Get real.

[Oldcartoons571]

@The12J Thats a good comedy skit.

[The12J]

@Oldcartoons571 but man god forgive me and he loves me like no one ever could(: and bro he loves you and he has plan for you you are precious in his eyes and because he loves you he do anything to be with you but you gotta let him to show you his plan for you read isaih 43(: god bless bro i hope this get to you and if not god will somehow(: