my depression

just a short clip about my depression, triggers for it, and how i deal with it.

song:
kisschasy - black dress

Category:

People & Blogs

Tags:

• depression
• self
• harm
• suicide
• tattoos

[mldymus]

thank you everyone, for your support. i did this video for myself it was never intended for youtube or even for another living soul to see, but my partner saw it and he was moved he has known, and as most of you will know, when you suffer DP you never show how your feeling. and he suggested for me to post it, while i made this i realised i had the support and it was a huge step for me personally to put this out there to be judged so cruley.

[hanovagia]

I watched this in the hope that i could find myself makin some crass comments bout depression an such, but now i'm just depressed. JeeeSussss.....people, come on! do ya want some cheese with that whine? Laurence Olivier once said."suicide is easy, if ya really gotta mind to" There's no such thing as TRYING to committ suicide. You DO or you DON'T...if you don't wanna...stop trying to make people feel sorry for you, you just sound pathetic!

[mldymus]

if you actually watched the whole video you would have not made that comment, cause in actual fact i realised i didnt want to die. so this video is in fact empowering, for myself and from a lot of the comments i get to other people too.

[nothingness187]

Fuck this your end of the rainbow thing may work for you but theres a lot of others out there that have it worse than you. when i was 10 my friend and i stole and got cought doing it. I got in trouble and she didint. there are a lot of other thing worse then me adn you but you bull shit is fucking retarted you ass hole

[mldymus]

makes you feel big and strong to call someone you dont know a ass hole and a retard huh? fuck up!

[SeattleCoffee173]

We don't want to be adored by millions or sell records by the truck loads, thank you very much. we'd be happy enough if our depression would just lessen in it's intensity. And what makes you think the person who made this video was whining? she just wanted to explain to people how her depression started and the reasons for it. I think she did this video in order to support people struggling with similar issues. she wasn't whining. so now I have to say something really immature: go fuck yourself.

[numb040]

i was deppresed for the longest time and i never felt so alone so i turned to self infliction and got cought now my mom and we have the worst feelings for each other she wants me to talk about it NO she doesnt under stand im tired. i wonder what its like to no be alive ?

[thelastrevenge1]

it is not easy to cope our deppression....and it is cause why we have to do this crazy things like suicide..:((

[hannyindividuality]

depression isnt a joke; im 13 ive had it ever since i was 8 i self harm and try to commit suicide often. If anyone needs help advice to get better please mail me

? I have good techniques for getting through the day and becoming happier im here to help no matter what and everything you mail me is confidential i promise i can help i will try my best, i know how it feels<3 your not alone

[Jerem2469]

Hey, I don't know if its obvious,or not.. but on the second picture, suicide, what is it underneath?

[MultiNerve]

@nothingness187 And are you SERIOUSLY comparing stealing to depression? You got caught, it's something you can get over. Depression is something you can never get over by yourself. These are two VERY different things, even non-comparable. Depression is A LOT worse than stealing. One, you made a choice to do so and you were caught. Depression is from enviroment, society, etc. that is out of your control.

[MultiNerve]

@hanovagia People who've never been depressed never understand what we go through. You are one of those people. Outreaching to someone about your depression is not pathetic. It's your way of trying to end the pain. It's not about making people feel sorry about you. It's about seeing if you're not alone. When your depressed, you feel alone, unwanted, unneeded.

Such as myself.

[TheClearedBeast]

HAHA, MOLESTED!

In my case, I had depression but I'm not feeling sad. In fact, I fucked a girl and had consensual sex with her at 15!!! Now I don't even have depression, lot social phobia!! It's illness on genes I thought. Don't blame me suckers!

[dreamforperferction]

you're so brave, i know my words dont mean much but i can relate more than i would want to admit. its good to see you got through it, im not there yet, i dont know if i will make it but i admire your courage so thankyou, its nice not to feel so alone and like a freak lol

so thankyou :)

nice tats by the way

[conceitarturo]

cool girl, I'm glad you found a way out of it. I dont know if I'll sound prude or...whatever, but I find that changing your habits is the biggest thing, try some music you normally wouldnt and if you like some new genere stay with it...I like Regina Spektor :p

[TheFallenAngel170394]

@thehelpinghand1 thanks... I plan to try =)

[thetacticalchicken00]

@tifism I hope you have a good future and don't lising to your mum you are usfull. just stay strong and keep you head held high and you'll get through it :) x