miracles happen - chapter 55

There was silence amongst us for a long time. Her sobs had subsided and her breathing reached a slow and steady pace. I came here tonight to tell crissy the truth. To tell her how much i've fell for her and that everything i did behind her back was a mistake. Maybe in any other regular circumstance she would've forgiven me. But now.. How could i even possibly consider that? She's been through so much and for her to open up to me and tell me all of her secrets, just shows how much she trusts me. How can i just break that trust she has in me? if i told her the truth now, she would just.. idk what she would do. But i just cant hurt her that way. I cant make her cry anymore. I just cant..

'joe..?'
'yea?'
'do you really like me?'
'no.' she pulled away from me and looked at me with such vulnerable eyes. I smiled and held her cheek in my hand.
'i love you. I really do.' i could see a glimpse of happiness shine in her eyes. She fell back into my chest and clutched my shirt.
'i love you too. There's so many reasons why i do. But i will never understand why you love me. But i'm very grateful that you do. It's.. it's nice to finally have someone who loves me for me. But... would you still love me if i was her?' she pointed to the picture we discussed about earlier that was lying on the ground next to her bed. I sighed and tightened my grip around her.
'myabe a week ago i would've said no. I'm a shallow guy crissy. i have been all my life. All i ever cared about was looks. i never cared about what was inside. But you changed that. You taught me that looks arent everything. And that if you arent a beautiful on the inside, you cant really get anywhere. Now when i look at you, i look past what you wear, i look past your make up and your hair. All i see is a girl who has so much love to share with the world and this girl, is someone i want to be with. For as long as possible. So to answer your question, yes, i would love you no matter what you look like. because honestly, you always be a beautiful girl.' she pulled away from me again. She sat cross-legged across me and took both my hands in hers. She bit her bottom lip and looked at me.
'i.. I believe you.' she shyly smilled at me and squeezed my hands. I rested my forehead on hers and smiled.
'thank you.' and before she could react, i placed a quick kiss on her cheek. First she gasped but then she just giggled and hugged me. i smiled and hugged her back.

Maybe if i just put the horrible things i've done in the past and just focus on my future with crissy, everything would be ok..

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[3bros71211]

Idk about this. He should come out and be honest with her now. The more time he waits the worst it'll be

[Drakegirl1338]

I just found this series and I love it! You have a new subscriber :) please continue! It's so sweet that crissy is opening up to Joe. She needed to all this time!

[NatashaLovesJB]

love this story <3

[briskywithoutadoubt]

Mayb things will b ok(: