When I came back down again, after I gently placed Jenny in her bed, I found Danielle sitting on the couch. I joined her and let out a huge sigh. "I'm so sorry for ruining your day" I said and looked down.
"Huh?" She asked confused.
"Well, first off, you finding out about my engagement, it feels like I want to take the light from you to me, but really I don't" I said "And then at the store when Nick came in and I just disappeared" I felt really guilty.
"You didn't ruin my day, you made my day Aurelia, really you did, I was so happy when you said you'd come along and what happened there, is totally fine. After knowing a brief version of what happened between you two, believe me, don't worry about me. Plus I'm really happy that you're engaged" She smiled. Danielle was the best, she always knew how to make me feel better.
"Thank you" I said and pulled her into a huge hug.
"So do you want to tell me about it?" She asked.
I took a few breaths and started. "As you know, Nick and I were head over heels for eachother" When I looked at her she smiled and nodded "I guess we were like super crazy in love. Then that one night, I had no idea what has gotten into us 'it' happened. Somehow protection didn't work I guess and I was pregnant. Don't get me wrong I love Jenny to bits. Then the boys got the news from Hollywood Records and that they were moving to L.A. It was only like one week later and everything went so fast. I didn't even know I was pregnant when I said goodbye to the love of my life" I looked up at Danielle who already kinda had watered eyes. "Nick and I tried to stay in touch, we phoned eachother every night, but he changed into a total rockstar jerk, so fast. We mostly just fought over the phone. We broke it off 2 weeks after. When I was in my second month, I found out that I was pregnant and I was completly shocked. Not only had I broken my promise I also was pregnant" I started to cry when I tought back to then.
"You don't have to finish, Aurelia it's okay" Danielle sniffed and pulled me into a hug.
"No, I'll finish, I think you should know" I said. "I told my parents and they freaked out ofcourse. I mean I was only 15 turning 16. [Let's pretend the Jonas Brothers hit it off w/ Disney and all that when Nick was 15;] But after a while they calmed down. Abrotion was never an option as you know... Tim was so mad about Nick, I think it was good that he was a million miles away cause otherwise he might've killed him. It teared him apart seeing me, his little baby sister, crying myself to sleep every night. I got bigger by the minute, or well that's what it felt like and the people in Wyckoff started talking. You know how they are.. So I was basically locked up in the house 24/7. I was home schooled by mom as soon as they found out about it. I went to church, but not every sunday. It was horrible. I felt so alone." My voice cracked at the last part.
Again Dani pulled me into a gigantic bear hug. I felt my shirt getting wet so I knew that she was crying "I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have left. I'm such a bad friend!"
"Danielle you're not, believe me, I got through it, I mean look at me now" I said "You followed your dreams, don't feel bad about it"
"But I do feel bad Aurelia. You've been going through the hardest time ever and I was in New York. I can't believe it"
"Dani, first of all you can't go back in time, so let's just get over with it. I told you that I turned out okay, I mean I still had family and when Jenny was born, I had her" I said.
We talked a lot longer, about how she was in the city. The talk faded, but then suddenly Danielle looked at me with a huge grin.
"What?" I asked.
"I was wondering since my sister is the maid of honor, I'm still searching for a bridesmaid. Do you wanna be my bridesmaid?" Dani asked full of excitement.
"I'd absolutely love to! Thanks so much Daniii" I said, hugged her and then pulled her out of the hug.
"There's just one little thing..."
"What is it?" I asked confused.
"Nick's the groomsman, I'm so sorry" She said. Oh boy...
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