Damaged

My life story through a picture slide show.
Music: Plumet - Damaged.
Movie made in Summer 2007.

Category:

People & Blogs

Tags:

• eating
• disorders
• child
• abuse
• self
• harm
• injury
• bulimia
• anorexia
• hurt
• damaged
• alone
• suicidal
• abused

[RachelcanRecover]

Dear, I know how u feel! My dad physically and verbally abuses me. I developed anorexia at 10.I'm now 14 and still in treatment. I self harm, I struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts. I have OCD. And I'm constantly under attack at school. Everyone hates me because the found out about me being in the hospital for malnutrition and a suicide attempt. I know how you feel but you CANNOT give up!!

[justagirl166]

@RachelcanRecover don't give up yourself! <3

[SuicidalGirl1325]

I m crying. Not sure y so I'm just gonna cut. Even god can't help me. I feel so hopeless and I know I'm a burden to the world. I m just taking up space anyway. Ima die again, this time i won't come back.

[justagirl166]

@SuicidalGirl1325 you have to help yourself. x

[justagirl166]

@kortjohn Oh fuck off! & BTW please note this video is almost 5 years old, I have moved on, this video reflects where I was back then, and I wasn't in a good place and I'd like to add I have a voice and I am using it to share my story.

[lovinmusiclovinlife]

No one deserves that I hope you realise how much the world needs you I hope you realise that life is always worth living and I hope you find happiness x x x

[Julzzrz1]

i was never physically abused or verbally but i get bullied every day i tried to cut my wrist to hide the pain but nothing seemed to work i was put in the phyco center when i was 11 because i cut so much and i've tried to attemp suicide but it never suceeded life is nothing but a bloody struggle for me but i got friends who help me thru my pain but sometimes i wonder if they truly are my friends or if they are fake...

[1997ilovepringles]

Why do I feel such pain inside of me? I have friends I have a house and food so why do I feel so empty? I'm so confused I need Space time to think though my SQA exams are happening right now so I can't though what is the point as I'm going to fail all of them?

[SuicidalGirl1325]

Ima jump in 3...2...1

[SuicidalGirl1325]

But I AM a waste of space. I'm useless, and I've tried to deal with my life so... Yeah. Besides, I have the rope, knives, and I'm strapped to the edge of a cliff. Online with my phone. Gonna cut my wrists, and then jump with the rope around my neck. Bye bye.

[LilMizAngelGirl]

@SuicidalGirl please please im begging you. Dont do anything to harm yourself! You are NOT a waste of space, you are beautiful in your own way! Death isnt the answer

[SuicidalGirl1325]

No siblings, no friends, no family. I cut and physically abuse myself to deal with the fact that I am alone. I have bruises, cuts, scars, and tears to hide. I hide behind walls I built around me and I hide from myself cuz suicide controls my life, I've tried getting control and nothing, so I gave up. U can blame me, I do.

[tumblejumble21]

@SuicidalGirl1325 Do you have any younger siblings or people that look up to you? Any family or friends that you wouldn't want to choose the path you are? Studies show that the closer you are to a person who commits suicide the more statistical chance they will suicide. I lost my 19 year old cousin. I can't believe he's dead. Didn't he know that I loved him and looked up to him SO SO SO MUCH? Please don't kill yourself.

[TheChippywolf]

I have cut myself millions of times. And tried suicide it's not nice at all. I have cut myself since I was 9 and I'm now 12 I hope no one tries it! Believe me it gets addictive :(

[cedeslynnf17]

wow.ive also have tried to commit suicide but never succeeded.ive self harmed since i was 13 :(

[justagirl166]

@mistytaylor33 thank you and yes you';ve hit the nail on the head there! xx