For the next week, I was complelty just out of it. I stayed in the back lounge most of the time. I would really only get up if I needed to go to the bathroom or get something to drink. They boys still had sex with me, but it was different now. I didn't really care. I just laid there. No emotion in my face or anything. I knew it pissed the boys off, but at this moment in time I really didn't care about much. I mean my OWN fucking father told me I was a mistake. You never want to hear you're called a mistake.
Right now I was taking a shower, Kevin was in the shower with me. Since I really was just staring at the wall, he washed my hair and cleaned my body. I didn't have the energy anymore. I felt the hot water go over my body, it felt good. It seemed to just take the stress away from me for a few minutes. I turned around and hugged Kevin. He felt smooth and just seemed to make it go away for a few minutes. All the noise inside my head and the sounds around me. I felt him wrapped his arms around me, and we just stood there hugging.
Aurora: Kevin am I really a mistake?
Kevin: ummm...
Aurora: *looks up* you're just like dad. You think I'm a mistake. I knew nick and Joe always thought that of me, but I expect at least for you to somewhat love me. I guess I was wrong.
I stepped back and got out. I wrapped the towel around my body and grabbed my clothes and walked back to my bunk. I heard Kevin calling my name, I ignored him. What just happened finally just pushed me off the edge. I put my underwear and bra on and got fresh new clothes. I grabbed a bag and put clothes and my iPod into it. I was leaving, that was final. There was no way in hell I was staying here in this hell hole anymore.
I started walking towards the front of the bus. I knew my parents would be there, and I really didn't care. I heard running and saw Joe standing in front of me. I tried getting past him but he wouldn't budge.
Aurora: move asshole.
Joe: um cut the attitude first of all and you're not leaving. *walked towards aurora*
Aurora: *stood her ground* I am leaving. You're not the boss of me. No one's going to stop me either.*tries getting around him*
Joe:*won't budge* I am stopping you. *picks aurora up and throws her over his shoulder.*
Aurora: PUT ME DOWN!*punching his back* Joe let me go.
I kicked and punched Joe until he threw me down onto the floor of the lounge, by then I saw my parents coming in and looking like what the hell is going on.
Paul: what is going on?! I thought I told you I didn't want to hear your voice any more bitch.
Aurora: I don't give a fuck! I was trying to leave but this asshole wouldn't let me. *glares at Joe*
Paul: what the hell did you do that for Joe! You should of let her leave! She isn't a part of this family any more. What part don't you understand?
Joe: *silent*
Paul: exactly. *to aurora* if your leaving then get up and get off.
Aurora: GLADLY!
I got up and walked past everyone. We already were parked so I opened the door and was ready to start a new life. One that consisted of me, myself and I.
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Kevin Jonas Being Hilariousby StarFishLovely7,696 views
Yay! I'm so happy she left! Post soon!
promghost07 1 year ago