Slowly dying inside... ♥

No matter how sick she is or how bad she's looking at the moment, you still see her as the most beautiful person in the world. And if you're really in love, you don't care about all the other girls that are standing in line for you. You don't want another night with any person. You just want her.
~ Bill Kaulitz. ♥

• Joulia.
• 15 Years.
• Belgium & Russia.
• Bill Kaulitz. ♥

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• O3.O3.O8 & 25.O2.1O. •
- I finally felt.. Complete. ♥

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• Bill Kaulitz.. ♥ - The love of my life.
Gosh.. that boy that makes me feel so special. I just can't really describe what i feel for him.. no words could ever explain. I never felt this way before.. i would do anything for him, i would even give my life for him.. if i really must.. He's such a boy that makes my heart go beat like crazy when he's 'near'. Just seeing him smileing makes me melt. I get lost in his dark brown eyes.. Yes, he's the only one that can make my life complete. I have always loved him.. from the very first time i saw him, till now. Always you, Always Bill. ♥ I could never love anyone as i love him. I tried so many times to fight with my feelings, to just forget about him, cause the pain was too much. But i realized, that i'm nothing without Bill. I could NEVER love anyone else.. i just can't. Bill gives me strength & hope. He is my light in the dark. He makes me stronger ! I want to tell him so much & how special he is to me.. I know that the day that i can lay in his arms forever.. & hear his heartbeat might never come.. might only be a dream.. a illusion. But you know, i keep believing. Life is full of suprises. Anything can happen, anything is possible. I hope i can be part of his happiness someday. ♥ When the day will come, when he finds someone.. My heart will break into millions of pieces. But he deserves to be happy, such a Angel deserves the best. If you hurt Bill, you hurt me too. I'll protect him with whole my heart. He's a part of me, even tho he doesn't know that himself.. I will always love him, no matter what happens, no matter how hard my heart breaks, no matter how much pain i have, no matter how much pain is suffer.. no matter how much tears roll down on my cheeks. Thank you for helping me through all those hard times in my life, Bill. You do more then you'll ever know.. ♥ Tho your far apart. Your always in my heart.. Billy i love you.. with whole my heart. I really do. ♥ Nobody could ever replace you.

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