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Stephanie Lally

I just can't keep pretending that everything's alright.

71 views 2 months ago
Hello everybody! Long time no see.
So this was a shitty and difficult video to make. Long story "short", for years I've dealt with an eating disorder, and about two years ago it really got a lot worse. I lost a lot of weight in a short amount of time, and was progressively becoming physically sick. With my heart messing up, and always being too weak, I was never able to actually spend time, let alone work with Ellie. After I stopped posting videos, everything only got worse until I ended up in the ER, and then admitted into treatment. I was diagnosed with Anorexia, and spent from the 24th of October to the 15th of January in the treatment center. Through all this, with many reasons, I've had to make a difficult decision to sell Ellie. I sold her to my best friend up state, so I'll still get to see her and get updates on her. I'm going to miss this pony so much; she was such a neat pony to work with.
I'm still not doing so well, so we're already making plans on me going to a treatment center in Arizona sometime in March, probably. So unfortunately for now this means riding is on hold. Hopefully after I get back and I'm allowed to exercise again, I can start up lessons and videos will resume.
Thanks to all who have stayed subscribed to me during this time! :)
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Hello everybody! Long time no see.
So this was a shitty and difficult video to make. Long story "short", for years I've dealt with an eating disorder, and about two years ago it really got a lot worse. I lost a lot of weight in a short amount of time, and was progressively becoming physically sick. With my heart messing up, and always being too weak, I was never able to actually spend time, let alone work with Ellie. After I stopped posting videos, everything only got worse until I ended up in the ER, and then admitted into treatment. I was diagnosed with Anorexia, and spent from the 24th of October to the 15th of January in the treatment center. Through all this, with many reasons, I've had to make a difficult decision to sell Ellie. I sold her to my best friend up state, so I'll still get to see her and get updates on her. I'm going to miss this pony so much; she was such a neat pony to work with.
I'm still not doing so well, so we're already making plans on me going to a treatment center in Arizona sometime in March, probably. So unfortunately for now this means riding is on hold. Hopefully after I get back and I'm allowed to exercise again, I can start up lessons and videos will resume.
Thanks to all who have stayed subscribed to me during this time! :) Show less
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