About this user
Hi! my name is Lauren. i am 14 yrs old. my dad died in 9-11. he was a fire fighter and he didn't make it out. i was like 6 at the time. I live with my older brother, James, and my mom. my mom hurts me. she calls me names and abuses me. not as much as she did when i was younger scince i'm hardly ever home. im afraid of her now. it hurts me emotionally. plus the hurt of my father being gone. i have been cutting scince 6th grade. i want to stop. i fear that my mom or teachers or friends will see. and if they do... i probably wont care as much as i think i might. i have told my best friends, Amanda and Stella, i cut. they understand because i have been friends with them scince we were 4. other then all that stuff, i luv to play sports. i also luv to yodel. i yodeled in my schools talent show and i got 2nd.
Update:
Well, my life has been better. my brother, James, and I live with my aunt and uncle. and... lets just say my mom will b "missing" for a while from our lives. Also, I met this girl who moved in next door to my aunt and unclles house, Jessabel, and she's also emo. So, i've been doing a lot better. I haven't cut in 2 weeks.
Hometown
well, i live in Oklahoma
Schools
A school
Interests
yodeling, singing, dancing, sports