About this user
Hello children. ^-^ I'd be Liz or Sierra. Whichever, I don't care. I've been on this Earth for fourteen years, who gives a shit? I think age is bullshit, it's just a way of separating people, just like skin colour and race. Who are you to say that a fourteen year old isn't capable of doing something someone ten years older can do, just as well if not better? It's crap. Crap, crap, crap. ^-^
Anyway. My birth name IS Sierra, but when I'm eighteen, or as soon as possible, I plan to change my name to Elizabeth Darko. Yes, after Donnie Darko. But no, it's not that I like the movie that much, I do love the movie, but the last name just sounds good with that first name. Thus, here I am. :D
I'm a Loyal. Which for those of you who lives under a rock, is the name of one of Criss Angel's beloved fans. He's really special to me. He's just so free and beautiful. I admire him more than words can say, therefore I will not attempt. lawls.
As soon as I acquire a camera that shoots decent films, my sister and myself will be making videos. They will be videos ranging from us just hanging out with our friends, being stupid, to very serious topics such as adoration, gay marriage and love. I'm anticipating it to be pretty interesting, we'll see how that goes.
When I turn eighteen and I am free to live on my own, I plan to move to Las Vegas. I love the thought of life dwelling the streets all hours of the day. It amazes me that some people's day starts at an early hour. When some are calling it a night others have just started partying. Yes, I plan on parting a lot, but I'm not going to become an alcoholic. Just remember kids, and Criss, what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas ;D.
I believe in God to an extant. I don't feel the need to explain myself to you, and if I ever do there will be a video about it.
I am who I am weather you like it or not, weather I like it or not. I will say what I say; do what I do and that's the end of it. I don't want to be criticized for the things I do or say or don't do. It's not by force that you have to know me, or that you have to talk to me. It's your choice. All I'm saying is don't be upset with me when I do something or say something to your disapproval.
I'm a clingy, irrational, jealous, female teenager. Once you enter my life, I'd like you to stay there. I want you with me everyday, though I do like to be alone at times. My emotions, thoughts and dreams are irrational and don't match reality, but that's why they aren't real. If I could live in the world I created, I would. I get jealous very easily, the thought of any female touching you that is not me, drives me up the wall. I get a fiery, burning sensation in my stomach, chest, throat and sometimes whole body, depending on how much it bothers me. I am very jealous but that doesn't make me controlling. If I had things my way, you wouldn't do the things you do or talk to the people you talk to but I don't have it my way and I don't want it that way. I want you to be you. :D
When I'm angry, I slam doors, mumble to myself, and throw things against the wall. When I'm upset, I want you near me more than I usually do, I cry and wish you could be there to hold me, and I allow contradicting thoughts to argue in my head. When I'm jealous, I tell myself she's hideous and doesn't make you happy, though it's clear she does. I tell myself she's just another whore and that it'll be over soon, if only to make myself feel better. I make her into this horrid, terrible, ugly beast that only tricked you into being with her. It's quite foolish of me, but the irrationality of it somehow comforts me. I deal with these emotions in different ways, but there is one thing I do that something productive comes from it. Often, when my emotions reach their extremes, I get a pencil and paper and start to write myself to the core. I write stories of people in similar situations, I write the words I'd wish you would say and the things I wish you would do. I write my unrealistic and untruthful lies on paper. I'd say I do pretty well with it, considering people say so and I feel better after wards.
I'm very accepting. I love you just the way you are. Don't change, especially for me. Most people are fine just the way they are. They just need someone to make them whole. Well, I say be your other half. Love yourself.
iloveyou Criss Angel and Chris Crocker
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Age
21
Hometown
Salem
Country
United States
Occupation
Amateur author, model, Freshman student.
Companies
None
Interests
Criss Angel, writing fan fiction, musix, horse back riding, writing poems,the interwebs, having fits, finding new places to explore, being creepy, loving you, roleplaying love, making a fool of myself.
