Things are not so clear as when the sun shines and when the sun shines it can make shadows where there normally are not any. Lord help me to walk into the shadows and cast light to obliterate them before the night falls and they fill my world.

You make me feel like una Diosa! lol Thank you!

I love you Sabino. Always have, Always will. We've endured many years of pain and suffering, but at the same time, we've had a lot of moments of joy, happiness and blessings. I have never lost hope in you and with the same crippled heart of mine, I've came to you and found healing, compassion, everlasting and unconditional love. I will forever be greatful for the greatest gift that you have given me, which is our most beautiful girl, and I expect us to create many more memorable moments. I love you. so much. Yours always, Aphordite.

What happened in the last almost three weeks of my love life? Well I took flight on the promise of a new day. I soared and brought down stars to decorate the life of my beloved. I then felt she had tied herself to me and yesterday just 3 days into the new year I became overblown with the need to love her that I hurt her in showing her my moves. Jagger don't do it the way I do it. And she likes that song by the way. I have cried in remorse for the damage I have done. I can't stop loving her its just not a life if I don't love her. So I have lost some of that height I had reached and found new meanings to the terms that describe a relationship where you pledge to be one with the other. It's powerful to have this knowledge I just pray that my lessons are at an end so that I stop hurting her.

Love is so powerful and real. It affects even the tiniest of decisions and influences your entire life. Some might say our love is out of an epic story with all the twists and turns and people involved in. We have both built, shined, suffered, cried, destroyed, rendered, rebuilt and in each of those events the bonds of love never left us. The strength is returning to my words and the power of my actions are no longer short lived. At the moment I have your heart and when I come through to swoop you back up be wary of my hunger. It grows with each tempting word you send my way and I feel the strength of that hunger. It makes my muscles harden in anticipation and am certain as to what extreme delicate plane of delicious joy I will lay you upon for you reign. My Aphrodite, my solace, my muse, my confidant, my power, my my but I love you.

It's so strange to be tied to a paper kite and then find that I am being pulled by that flimsy line. She promises to make me fly with her with that supernatural strength and the next moment she is diving down giving me paper cuts so deep they threaten to stop my heart. I am keeping my focus though every few moments I stop to stare and listen to her dance and sing in a sky that looks forever unreachable and yet I still dream of becoming a kite so that I too may fly along side. Stranger still is that I seem to know when she is making a move in my direction and I willingly offer myself to the pain of her caress.