About this user
"I'm not a social butterfly,"yes, maybe you can call me a loner."
Jener A. Bernabe is my full name...Im 21 yrs old now.
About my physical qualities and activities: Im probably not big and strong, but of medium and wiry build. Im more head-oriented than body-oriented, but I believe in treating my body right. I prepared to eat vegetables, bcoz it's important for me to eat for nutrition's sake, not so much for sensual pleasure.
I'm not team-oriented, bcoz im so reserved, and im not built for it anyway. Most of my exercise is solo, or with one friend. I especially like sports that involve regular, rhythmic movements, such as running, walking, cycling,or dancing.
Ironically, most of my best qualities are often seen by other people as my worst. Fear not, though-im just misunderstood. Im more complex than others give me a credit for. You know, my head rules my heart, but it doesn't mean im cold and unfeeling. Its often unseen, however, bcos I tend to be quite shy and reserved. This explains why im so generous, hehehe, I want deeply to be loved, so I demonstrate this by going out my way to be of service to others. I care for them, I do favors for them, I find the right gift, and above all I give them my loyalty.
Bcoz of my shyness, I believe that once I've found someone special, I should do my best to keep them.
I have a great work of ethic-im disciplined, highly organized, punctual, and tireless. I find myself at an economic disadvantage early in life, so I become extremely motivated to succeed as a result, and most achieve comfortable, if not lavish, means...
Neatness is the quality most strongly identified with me. I do pay attention to the little things: I keep track of important papers, and throw away the trash regularly(im definitely not a pack rat);I do all the little chores-dishes, making the bed, that sort of thing, by habit; and I keep my belongings ordered(my record collection is no doubt alphabetized)..This instinct extends to dress: I wouldn't think of wearing clothes that didn't match, or wearing jeans to an important function-I don't have the flair to get away with that. I really hate red-it attracts too much attention, and that's not me-Preferring softer, blend in-the-crowd colors like earthy blue, green, and gray. Any patterns will be small.
And im a perfectionist, when I tackle a project for instance, I do it right, to the highest level. I believe that I have to be the best at it, so I study, I practice, I go the extra mile, I apply all my little advantages-smart,hard-working,and especially analysis-to get that edge(yabang!hehe).once I've conquered it, I like to share it with people, but this often leads to my biggest fault...
Bcoz of my perfectionism, im a critic. Too often, in fact, im overly critical.usually, i don't mean to be.Ive figured something out, and I want to tell people. But they think im condescending to them, or worse, placing unrealistic expectations on them. They grant me my expertise, but they often mistake my sharing for rubbing it in. Even more troubling is myself-criticism. I often vent my harshest words on my own flows. If im not the best at something, I flog myself into working harder until I either succeed or give up. My perfectionism compounds the problem, limiting the field. And when I do find a mate, I often become too critical, scaring him away. One more thing: people often mistake my shyness for aloof coldness, when I do converse, im more comfortable talking intellectualizing, not spilling my darkest secrets.thus, i easily give the impression of preferring to be alone, so others keep their distance. In fact, I want accompany, but I'm picky...and that's all about me!!!
Country
Philippines
Occupation
Student
Schools
Informatics International School
Interests
Watching Movies, Soundtripping
