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About this aint hollywood

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thisainthollywood666

Latest Activity

Sep 1, 2006

Date Joined

Sep 1, 2006

About this user

My birth name is Michael But i prefer angel or archangel.
I have now come to believe that i am insane. I have been living in a world which i do not like in anyway shape or form. My mind is filled with visions of fantasy.
I cant and i wont accept reality. Almost all human beings make me sick just from the sight of them. I feel great shame knowing that i am human. Very few things can make me happy in this so called life. Music is what keeps me alive its my friend my lover and my god. Freedom does not exist.
I am not living life I'm just alive. I do not want to be apart of human society nor do i want to be alive but i am too weak do end my life. I have one hope in life and that is that one day soon the greatest war will come and wipe the history of time away. I am not good and I'm not evil
I feel that there is something wrong with me but i don't know what to believe. Others say i can make changes and i can be happy but here is the conclusion i don't want to be happy. Enjoyment is not the same as happiness.

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Country

United States

Occupation

Life

Interests

Computers/Internet,Cooking,Gothic language and history,Graphic art,Music,Outdoors,
Photography,writing,Shooting,Making and collecting weapons,The mind,Everything German

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